The Hard Fall

the HARD FALL presents: Make it stop

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

The strings from within
strikes from the skies above
the ink of a dying pen conceives
that you can't connect the dots
as if there's one

the melody keeps on going
even if i turn off the sound
the scene keeps on playing
even when you left

my feet keeps on walking as
my mind keeps on blowing
emotion stirred up
in a bowl of a unloving coffee

the sound of raindrops filled up my ears
it poured out into my eyes
they talk too much
they laugh too much

they're happy, so am I?

not sure if its true, not sure if its right
hold me, will you?

its tiring to be tired
but still not tired of trying
tomorrow is another day
pain comes in any way

this is not a poem
this is not a song
this is not a poet
this is not a speech

look! those colors is ready to blind me up
with the wonderful meltdown
starving for a glance
and if my heart was a house
what would i do?

if my soul has a switch
I will never switch anything
i know everything happens for a reason

in this night 
i have no room for fright
in this fight
i will soar up in the line brightly

My brain is shakening
its cracking, its dying
its malfunctioning, it tears me up
is this what they call the art of breaking?

on the other hand
is this seemingly endless blood pumper
its getting faster, louder, and crazier
i can feel it beating out of my chest

but i can feel heaviness inside that I'm not sure of
I'm pleading, so please make it stop.

Never Give Up

Galvanized Into ACTION, sebajisoka



Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Last Friday

we have this overnight at the Church. parang PBB House lang. naisip ko lang bigla. haha.
i was with Charlie, Hans, Christelle and Joy. 2 Rooms, 1 for boys and 1 for girls. kasama din namen ang Victoria. tapos nanjan din si Mikaela. sa kanya nga galing yung pics.

nung umaga na. 1am naligo ang boys at mag3am na ang girls. 
gita-gitara. kantahan. habang nag-aantay.

masayang experience kaso nakakapagod. 
nandun yung mga leaders ng JIL pati si Sec. Joel, Ptr. Emil, Sis. Edith, may mga celebrity din. nakakapagod tumakbo pero masaya kase my purpose yung ginagawa mo at kasama mo yung iba pang tumatakbo para sa kinabukasan ng maraming kabataan.

ayan, 7am na natapos. ;)

kumaen pa kame sa McDo after nun by Kuya Victor.
masarap si pocari sweat. :D


Drowned in God's Grace.
~ A Boy whom God love, Jabes. 


BBS Myrtle

Monday, July 09, 2012

I can say that this season of Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition has the most hated Big Winner. The Cosplay Cutie of Ilo-Ilo, Myrtle. this is actually the first PBB Big Winner that i expected to win. YES! I'm a supporter. there's thousands of HATERS on twitter, facebook and everywhere. but let me speak out my side regarding my support for Myrtle.

1st of all, the Pinoy Big Brother doesn't choose who will be the Big Winner but the voters.
so if you have enough votes to win, you will win. its not about who's real or who's the best, blah. blah.blah. its about those who believe in the person.

I can say that I can relate to myrtle while she's inside the house. I mean, in some point I found myself in her (naks naman.) she keeps something in herself, she pretends, she did not say it all. in my opinion, I can say that everyone inside the house pretends and hides something, maybe others are good at it, they hid their's in smiles. well WHO CAN SAY that THEY'RE REAL AFTER ALL?

i believe that she won because many filipinos relate to her. they also find themselves in part of Myrtle's character. that's her. SHE'S REAL BECAUSE she's afraid. she didn't try to be liked by everyone. and not because SHE'S DIFFERENT, SHE'S NOT REAL. 

She's just amazing. she's talented. cosplayer, singer, dancer, a leader.
we have the same opinion about love. even people knew that I have a fallen in that 4-letter-word, i pretend. too young to be in love. she's weird and i guess only open minded people understands her. 

and guess what her personality type is.. INFJ. we're under the same personality type.
but still we're different. :D

Congrats Myrtle! :D


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