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Legacy

Friday, November 30, 2012


So it's my birthday. If this is a party the theme would be.. Black and Violet tapos masquerade tapos kukunin ko yung gitara at kakanta ng prinsesa.. teka, teka. anu ba tong naiisip ko? debut? maganda sana kung ganun. LOL. ngayon ko lang naisip yan..hahaha.. XD

So, Nagcelebrate akong birthday! Yes! Nagcelebrate ako. Lemme tell you what happen today! I slept around 2am today and woke up 8am, I feel that there's something that I must do. 

1st thing na ginawa ko ay kinuha yung gitara then yung tablet.



MORE OF YOU
Your Love keep me waking Everyday You are the air that I'm breathing in You are always there for me oh God There's nothing that I could ask for
I want more of You and less of me, in my life I want more of You and less of me, in my life
You love me Lord, more than I could ask for That's why I long for You You embrace me Lord, embrace me with Your mercy Now I'm in love with You
You touch my heart and lights me up In Your mercy I found my peace You died for me and set me free In Your suffering it brings me light


Sinabayan ko si Hydz sa pagkanta at pagtugtog.. yan kase ang unang mga linyang lumabas sa bibig ko pagkagising ko. nakangiti ako nun. at dumaretcho na yung iba pang paboritong kanta ko para sa Lord. at tumayo na para ayusin ang sarili.


Nakatanggap na din ako ng mga pagbati mula sa mga pinsan ko at sa pamilya ko. dapat sana nakapagpalipad ako ng Sky Lantern, dibale, next time nalang. wala akong plano ngayon, ang kaisa-isang plano ko lang ay yung Sky Lantern. di ko pa nabili.


Alam ko yung facebook ko tinatadtad na ng sandamakmak ng greetings kaya nagbukas na ko. tama nga naman ang hinala ko pero ignore-ignore muna para makapaglaro at magpublish ng blog.

after lunch, tumakbo ng ko sa wash room para maligo, bigla kaseng gusto kong mapag-isa.


Festival o Sunken?

        Sunken Garden ang destinasyon ko, dala-dala ko yung adventure kit ko at sandamukal na pagkaen. pagdating ko dun, naghanap lang ako ng mappwestuhan, eh parang wala akong makita kaya't pumunta ako dun sa the other side.






at oo, umakyat akong puno, nag-iisip kase ako ng magandang gawin at yan. jan ako nagsoundtrip, nagpictorial, nagtext at nagpakarelax. sobrang nabusog ako habang pinapanood ang paligid. eh ansabe ng mga batang nghihingi? edi sakanila na. mabaet ako ngayon e. maya maya, naglakad ako papuntang bayan, may gusto kase akong kainin..

simpleng celebration. actually wala nga e.

pero dahil nga pana'y ang asar saken ng mga KKBs dahil sa edad, naisip ko rin ang goodness ng Lord. 2 dekada na akong buhay dito sa mundo, siguro kaya di pa Nya ko kinukuha kase meron pa kong dapat gawin, meron pa kong misyon na kailangang gampanan.
naccurious tuloy ako sa plano Nya sa buhay ko. gaano kaexciting kaya ang mga susunod na pangyayare?

Meron man akong wishlist na makikita nio dito:

http://akosijabes.blogspot.com/2012/11/birthday-wish.html
ang greatest wish and prayer ko talaga is to leave a legacy.
Starting today, this will be my song:


I want to leave a legacy 

How will they remember me? 
Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough 
To make a mark on things? 
I want to leave an offering 
A child of mercy and grace who
blessed your name unapologetically 
And leave that kind of legacy

I have plans but if Your plan is to ruin my plan, I'll trust You 'cause I know You're the BEST!

Before the day ends, lumabas ako ng bahay. tumitig sa buwan sa labas na para bang nakatingin din sakin. nakakamangha. :)

Correct me. Discipline me. Refine me.
Inspire me. Motivate me. Strengthen me.
Bless me. Support me. 

Live
Love

Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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19 and its fading

Thursday, November 29, 2012

I have an epic fail adventure today. I'm searching for a Sky Lantern para paliparin bukas.. kaso walang mahanap sa alabang, meron akong nakita sa may Sulit.com.ph kaso, minimum ay 20 pcs. meron din sa Manila kaso di naman makapunta. :(

At ayun lang naman ang plano ko bukas. Magpalipad ng Isa o dalawang Skylantern. susulatan ko kase sana ng prayers and covenant ko kay Lord. kung may magbibigay man bukas. MAMAHALIN KITA NG SOBRA-SOBRA. ewan ko aba kung bakit bigla akong napamahal sa Sky Lantern. anyway. I spend the rest of the evening sa Church doing stuffs for our Tither's Thanksgiving.

19 years on the surface of the planet.
I feel young and I feel old. dina kase ako teenager. noooo! :(
buti nalang KKB pa din. pero I'm happy! kanina sa church, I feel special dahil sa nonstop greetings. Kuya Joel prayed for me with Ptra. Siony, Sis. Molly. :)

I'm 20. :)

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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A Robe

Wednesday, November 28, 2012



I've never felt this way before
a winner on the go again with the melt down with a sense of losing
i can't even think straight right now.
so put me in the middle so i may lost in the sea of faces.


a song i used to sing back then changed
the melody is about to unfold in my head
chocolates can't be tamed
sweet salts were not existed


the world have a wide web to ask it out 
waiting for the scream and shout
of the people who cannot be washed out
how do you see me now?

the clean green grass around
the rainbow in the hugeness of the sky
here comes the hero on the horseback
slowly running fast among the trees of darkness

ready to beat the force of the wicked
holding up the sword of light
eyes set on the goal
which no one can even get rid of

but who is he to rescue
a man in his robe
a robe that covers all the things he left behind
a child that can fall down anytime
hiding the fears the he cannot bear out
easily broken, easily cracked 
can't boast on anything when unmasked

he's armored with tears
fighting with fears
crying in the dark orbit of his range
his world is filled with hatred
now, he seeks for the wasted love he used to detest

bumbled face, squander feelings
he's on a robe but he's not a hero
he's on a suit but he had no powers
He is a wallflower, pretending to be strong


Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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when surprise turns to a sadness

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Sunday, 2am.

I can't sleep, It's weird because it's already sunday and I'm not even asleep. so i decided not to sleep I took a bath at 4am, opened the PC, and later took the guitar and sing songs of praises to God.

It's amazing. the feeling. His presence. 

In church, Me and Karl functioned as dance ministers. I can't forget what we did in 2nd service. alam mo yun, pagkatabi mo si karl sa pagsayaw. nadadala ka? so ayun ang ngyare. ang saya lang. and right after ng sayaw, diretcho kame sa likod. Sobrang tuyo yung lalamunan ko at inuubo pa. at nalaman ko namang si karl ay ganun din. tawanan lang kame sa likod. 


Everything goes so well as usual. after the service, You know that God is in the place because of the joy He brought on our faces that day. 
after the service, I went to Festival Mall for a surprise celebration of my long lost friend, Angel Medina.  Here are the pictures:



I know, Angel's not there because its an epic fail surprise. 
Two of my friends were crying that time. hurting and everything. 
Me and Ehloi makes the balance.xD

Jhetro is hoping for 2nd chance and the bad news is, angel's heart is already occupied.
I talked to angel before they all came, she introduced me to her new boyfriend and then I texted jhet that the plan will be cancelled because of the situation and they will celebrate her birthday in the house of her boyfie. XD

Jhetro cried after I told him everything. I can't help but to caress. I feel like there's no words can stop him from hurting. 

Anne came.. crying. her boyfriend just broke up with him. Bakit sabay? hahaha! parang planado lang. They sang in Videoke to release the pain by singing those songs they express the unexplainable hurting in their hearts.

still, we had fun. Tumambay pa kame dun sa Mahiwagang Bato sa Labas ng Festival. XD

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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A Personality Test

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

I'm still on discovering myself. I take personality tests on the web. this is one of the results that I've got.

Your Existing Situation

"Creative and emotional, looking for ways to further expand those qualities. Looking for a partner who enjoys the same activities. Seeking adventure and new and unusual activities."

Your Stress Sources

"His current situation or relationship is not up to par, but cannot improve it without help. Hides his vulnerability by holding back affection or being overly expressive. The relationship may be depressing, but the fear of losing too much keeps him around. He wants to be independent and free, but fears the future will be just as disappointing. His situation leaves him sensitive and impatience, seeking a quick escape. His restlessness may destroy the ability to concentrate."

Your Restrained Characteristics

"Tries to participate and involve himself in things going on around him; however, avoids conflict and arguments to reduce stress and tension."
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
"Struggles to make his demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if he doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace."
"Struggles to make his demands clear, but feels ignored. Feels resentful, but acts as if he doesn't care, doing what is necessary to keep peace."
Is satisfied and finds contentment through sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective

"Wants interesting and exciting things to happen in his life. He is able to make others like him, because of his genuine concern for them. He is charming and open and makes friends easily. He can have an over-active imagination, which leads him to fantasize and daydream."

Your Actual Problem

"Feeling anxious and restless frustration toward current situation or unfulfilled emotional requirements are causing stress. Tries to escape into a fantasy-type environment full of sympathy, understanding, and artistic beauty."

Your Actual Problem #2

Longs the freedom to make his own decisions and plans without the criticism and restrictions of others. Uses his charm to deal with others and get what he wants.


this is so true with me. I think? 

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

That Night

That Night

Monday, November 26, 2012

I can still remember that night
it was full of emotions
its raining, I'm wet
my chest is on burst mode
as i wait for my turn to flip those roses

she doesn't have any idea
on what am I going to do
my knees were shaking
my hands were cold

I don't have friends to cheer me up
but I'm still glad 'cause I can freely look at your smile
without interruption, without second thoughts

I don't have the courage to speak
so I just let it go
I do not know
until..

I can still remember that night
so vivid, seems like yesterday
I can't think of anything as I stare
you're amazed through the happenings
I can see it through your eyes

and then you look at me
I should have drift left or right
but I don't have enough time to decide
I'm lost in the gaze
I'm stunned
the smile on my own face never leaves
and I flash bigger ones
I saw delight in your eyes

I can still remember that night
you're so gorgeous, beautiful and lovely
I can't deny it. I'd agree with it
now, I'm sure what am I looking for
I blow words from my mouth
I wonder if you got it right

the clock is ticking
my heart rhymes with it
and there's a melody on my head
thats fills up the scenery
its perfect
your perfect, too perfect for me.

I can still remember that night
I can still remember your posture
I can still remember your smile
I can still fell for those eyes
now, I can't.. I can't move on from that night

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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Busy Saturday

Monday, November 26, 2012

Saturday, I have this testimony recording with Bro. Edzel. I'm interviewed her for I think 1 hour. I'm so blessed sa works ng Lord sa buhay nila. after the interview thing. I went to Victory Alabang to attend a Saturday Service nila.

I'm blessed to hear lead me to the cross in worship plus my favorite. Higher + Wider + Deeper by citipoint live. the topic was about Zaccheus. its about encounter with God. 
Christ has this power that changed my life and can change anyone's life.
He's knocking at your doors and allow Him to enter in.

after the Victory alabang service, I'm with charlie and we ate Kettle Korn and we're headed to Asian Hospital along the way we saw Cathy. at napakwento kame sa daan, we just wait nalang for Hacinth. when she came, andun na pala si aries sa Asian and waiting for us.

katuwa talaga si Tr. Adel, her attitude sa situation and her family. She lost her right arm. She gained perseverance and faith. much better. Natreat pa kame ng Pizza and Coke. XD



Live
Love

Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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Busy Friday

Monday, November 26, 2012

Last Friday I'm a journalist. I interview people for tither's night. they send me the list of people who will testify and I will interview them/record a video while they're testifying.

Lunch time, I went to alabang to search for Dra. Corpuz' Clinic, I can't find it and I end up in Star Mall, nagpalamig lang sandali and I went back to alabang to explore it. andami din palang clinics sa alabang. when I finally find it. I talked to her and start the interview already.

it runs only for about 10 minutes and then, I went to Javier's, I just visit them and told them that I'll be back tomorrow for their turn. I felt welcomed in the canteen, kuya Edzel and I made a conversation about God's goodness. full of wisdom and I'm blessed sa mga sinasabi nya. her wife came by prepare us food. nabusog ako. and continuous yung testimony. I'm with them for about 1-2 hours just talking.

and then I said goodbye to them, and thank them.
I went to festival mall to meet a friend, along the way I saw a former classmate. she's already married. andami na palang nangyare. di ko nalalaman.

Jhet, I met jhetro in festival to help him search for a birthday gift to her ex-gf and he's hoping for another chance. he choose a necklace, and I'm excited, kase surprise yun and I'm a part. 

in Goldilocks where the girl works. I talked to her and greet her a happy birthday! I told her that I'll be on Sunday waiting for her to treat me. she's good with that.. then, Jhetro treat me foods on minidonuts. we're now both excited, although its late we decided to go to Errol's home. we did. XD

we just hang out and talked about life. we went home at 11PM.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka 

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Breaking ME AGAIN!

Sunday, November 25, 2012

as the river flows in me through the melody at my back

i don't want to think forward long way through
but in these days, it can be shorten

palpitation..

in the room of emptiness
i can wait, but it makes me imagine what else can happen outside.
what am i supposed to do
rather than talking to myself.

is it to be angry into my own flesh, attitude and character.
sometimes breaking is the only choice that i can see beyond those letters written on the wall i can see how everything can fall apart from now.

why so serious Jabes?
well, why not. I may stop blaming others
but I'll blame myself then.

I know its hard. its hard to be me
I'll put you in my shoes, it might escalated quickly
through your eyes, I may be strong
but this things around me makes me less strong

trapped inside this situation from the past year
it became my comfort zone
it hurts, it breaks but 
I don't want to move

days have passed
I thought Its over
I'll be happier I guess
but its undeniably, unattainable and uncontrollable 
and its breaking me again



Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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Suicide

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

When everything just falls apart, one by one
when things are just unbearable and unexplainable
when it really hurts
when you can't move
when all you can do is cry

when anger fills the room
and hatred is in your heart
when you feel alone and unimportant
when you lose your hope

when no one understands you
when pain exceeds beyond what you can bear
when you're bleeding inside
when you want to end your life
when all you want to do is to hang on the ceiling 
or anything similar to it.

A friend just passed away
A childhood friend
died because his wife left him
he ended his life
its over

*Its sad to know that someone died of suicide. :|

I remember Kari Jobe's Song:


Wish it could be easy
Why is life so messy
Why is pain a part of us
There are days I feel like
Nothing ever goes right
Sometimes it just hurts so much

But You're here, You're real
I know I can trust You

Even when it hurts, even when it's hard
Even when it all just falls apart
I will run to You 'cause I know that You are
Lover of my soul, Healer of my scars
You steady my heart

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka 

Silver Screen

MOVE IS!

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

I've been on movie marathon almost every night, I download movies by morning and watch it by night 'til dawn. I never liked movies same as I do now. I start with 500 days of Summer, Bandslam, 10 Things I Hate About You, Letters To Juliet then, it goes on.
in the marathon, I noticed that the movies that I watched are simply connected to each other, not by story but by the Movie Stars and their lines.

500 Days of Summer To 10 Things I Hate about You. (Both lead by Joseph Gordon-Levitt)

School of Rock
Year One 
Bandslam 
Easy A
Beastly & Journey 2 The Mysterious Island 
Journey to the Center of the Earth


The Devil wears Prada
Get Smart
The Other Guys

Another Cinderella Story
A Cinderella Story
Raise Your Voice 

Princess Proctection Program
Ramona And Beezus 
Monte Carlo
Hannah Montana
Prom

Mean Girls
Mean Girls 2
Letters To Juliet
In Time


Disturbia
Spy Kids
Zathura
Nancy Drew
Fired Up
Breaking Wind

The 40 Year old Virgin
Step Up 1, 2, 3 
Shaun of the Dead

Jack and Jill
Hot Tub Time Machine
Major Movie Star
Diary Of A Wimpy Kid 1 & 2
Boy In Striped Pajamas

21 Jump Street
Super Bad
The Hunger Games
The Pregnancy Project
The Avengers
Hugo
Fire Up
The Hangover
The Hangover 2
The Bucket List
She's Out Of My League
Not Another Teen Movie
Gone
Detention

4 3 2 1
August Rush
Project X
Sleepover
Jumper
CyberBully
Wild Child
The Exorcist
Once

Art Of Getting By
College Road Trip
Exorcist of Emily Rose
October Baby

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

It's about Jesus!

Lost Arm

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

VenInoSo De MeSuTo Tuesday Hangout

Shooting For Tither's Night
Prayer Meeting
Business

Visitation for Teacher Adel


Those are my appointments for today. the worst thing is sabay-sabay sila. so I have to choose kung saan ako pupunta. 

1.) VenInoSo De MeSuTo Tuesday Hangout - eto yung probably reunion ng VDM sobrang tagal narin naming di nagkikita-kita pero sa Tunasan lang ang hang-out. since biglaan. sinabe kong di ako makakapunta. maybe next tuesday nalang.

2.) Shooting For Tither's Night & Prayer Meeting - We're gonna shoot for the tither's night after the Prayer Meeting, so I have to attend. I Interviewed Sis. Richyl. I had a blessed time while we're shooting. so blessed.

3.) Business - My business partners went here by morning for some huge meeting in the office. nakakahiya sa kanila kase pumunta sila sa bahay ng umaga. sila nga ang gumising saken e. sinabe ko ding di ako makakapunta nung pagkaalis nila. I just hope na naintindihan nila.

4.) Visitation for Teacher Adel - I find this cute. kase we, yung mga dati nyang estudyante sa Sunday school still call her teacher. She needs prayer and comfort po kase. there's an accident na ngyare. The doctors said na they have to remove the right arm of teacher adel because of the viens has been pulled out. It's a jeepney-truck accident, nakaakbay kase sya kay Daniel (her son) sa jeepney and then there was this truck who has a broken side mirror na pumasok sa bintana ng jeep. its hard to say this pero nakayod yung right arm nya SAVING DANIEL'S LIFE. we're praying for emotional and physical strength. di man namin ganung kaclose si teacher adel, still part sya ng childhood namen and we're so blessed sa buhay nia.
she's in Asian Hospital.

during the prayer meeting we've prayed for her. grabe yung cry out nung prayer meeting and this is the first time na kame ang pinakamatagal nagpray. I'm with Karl, Mj and Denise.

In Asian Hospital with Casauay Family, MJ and Rolinda. when we're about to live the hospital I hold teacher adel's hand and whisper
"Stay Strong po" 

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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The Food Trip Challenge!

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Caldereta

Cheese Cake

Lasagna

Cheese

Cookies and Cream Ice Cream

Proben

Mac and Cheese

Cheese Burger

Chocolates

Empanada

Mashed Potato

Milk

Molo Soup

Pancake

Siopao

Spaghetti

Taco

Isaw

Nutella
this is a list of what I want to eat TODAY! they are my favorites. XD

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up


//sebajisoka

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So you're telling me AMALAYER?

Monday, November 19, 2012

She's been the number 1 trending topic on twitter this past few days. it's about this young girl having a conversation with a guard. probably you already saw the viral video. 

When I saw the video, all I can say is "tsk".. I posted it  in my twitter account, then later, a KKB tweeted me regarding the trending topic, she reminded me that we Christian should be the light of the world. that reminds me of #akoangtinig

and seeing tons of words from different twitter users makes me think.
I remembered the story of the adulterous woman who was sent by the pharisees and getting ready to judge her, they will stone her to death but Jesus said he who has no sin cast the first stone. nobody throw the stone but the fact that Jesus has no sin is quite amazing, He didn't stone her.

relating to AMALAYER's experience, there's no "Jesus" or representative of Jesus that will remind them of their rights to condemn. its so sad that many Christian make fun of her. 
they said she did wrong, she must have showed respect to the guard. many blames the video uploader. but many its our own judgement. just maybe.

I shared this to the KKBs last Sunday, I heard their thoughts, I'm blessed by them. no criticism. sabe nga din ni Kuya Jade na She's a soul to win. instead of joining the massive unmerciful judgement of twitter user, why not pray for her?

we all have sinned. we have no right to judge. we're Christian so we have this responsibility that many will never understand. 

"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus" Romans 8:1

sharing this Word may help. *will help.

Live
Love

Forgive
Never Give Up

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Motivation

Saturday, November 17, 2012

"People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily." - Zig Ziglar

Last Thursday I have this long day.

I went to Alabang by morning to met a friend and later in Festival Mall. I saw my long lost friend, I was extremely happy. I can't contain it and it brought smile to my face. I ate Sunday as usual. XD

By afternoon, I went to my high school best pal, Jared. He invited me to come over. we talked and munch. I never felt that I'm hungry. he introduced me to his PC and some other friends, including his GF, Taylor Swift's RED and Skrillex. dub dub. eeennggkk. shinkk. dubstep. XD

Charles went by after hours and they tour me in many places. those things are coded. Secret Shop, Secret Food and Secret Hideout. I was disappointed at first but I met people around. I tried to understand what they're saying and good thing I did. 

after that long talk, I know I'm inspired. maybe this is the answer to my prayer but I still need to pray. we arrived at Jared's house at 2:30am and we haven't ate dinner yet. so we did. He's the cook. we ate. :D
We talk a little and we slept. the next morning, we did the same thing. we ate and I went home around 12nn.

I'm motivated so nothing can bring me down. today, tomorrow and overmorrow(I just learn this today, it means the day after tomorrow.)

Inspired. Motivated.
Dreamer. Doer. Leader.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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when questions destroys privacy

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Saturday had passed. as the hours seems slow and so meaningful behind the senseless thought and senseless word came from our hearts. its more than a story. its more than words.

this is what happened this evening. every lips had curved up somewhat like a smile and cry that's look like laughs. I don't want to expose everything but I also don't want to keep everything. although some points were hurting. it don't last and when awkwardness sends me to the middle, I deal with it and find another circle where I can freely sit in.

when questions destroys privacy, it makes me feel naked and full of shame. I'm not in telling about everything regarding my feelings, especially love, but its fun. seeing them so interested about my story and I'm the KJ who fell back. I tell them few.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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Love Letters

Tuesday, November 13, 2012


There's love in every letter written
A hope that gets me through the day
Forever is never too long to wait

Some day soon we'll be together
Where a moment lasts forever
And our love shines brighter than the stars
Until then I will remember
Every word and every letter
The promises you've written on my heart


♫ Letters ♪ Stellar Kart ♫



(draft as of January 26, 2012) Its a pretty long day outside and full-of-thoughts-evening for me. out of my rude thoughts I went down from my bed to eat some peanut, it crashes throat. so I drink lots of water, as I went back to my bed, a brief case caught my attention, I opened it up and saw crumpled papers, test papers and pictures. A family Picture, class picture and picture of random memories with friends

I hanged up in each picture while I reminisce the background of every shot and I realized that I was holding the last of it, I feel empty. in short I dig for more. I search in everything my hand touches and I'm on this paper bag, I thought its a new shirt which I didn't know about or just something else but as I open it, that's when I realized that it was my brother's love letter paper bag. (please don't tell him)

I sit comfortably in the ground, ready to pick random letter and then I begun reading everything one by one! sweet! love letters are sweet! You'll know when the letter is so true because it speaks from the heart. as I read the series of month-sary letters I knew it has same message from the previous ones it just differs in wordings and structure. the message is to say sorry and to say I love you in different ways. they express love on letters. the thing is, it never gets old. yes! say it. it has chills and smiles on face of the reader. being in love is spreading out love and activate love hormones and love enzymes. I can feel it word by word. 

I wonder why I haven't received one? I'm not envy. Just wondering, I wish someone has to send me letters like that. (I always wait for it every 29th of November and New Year.)

receiving letters have heartwelcoming feeling to someone who receive it, for me receiving letters are the sweetest, how simple it was doesn't matter or how long or how short as long as it is a letter. I brought back the letters to its rightful place and went to bed with a smile brought by the letters. I was reminded then that I already received letters, simple letters, you don't wanna know how simple it was and I have this longest love letter that I received. it was the sweetest if everything that I've received. it came from my father. my Heavenly Father.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

It's about Jesus!

Pursuer Of My Soul

Sunday, November 11, 2012

I stand before You undeserving, 
My heart You know and see 
Still you take me to your chambers 
By grace accepting me. 
You lead me in with no intention of ever letting go 

God of love, pursuer of my soul 
You refuse to let me go 
In your presence I remain 

I stand before your throne of glory 
Captured by your grace 
And I find the sweetest feeling 
As I'm locked in your embrace 
I cling to you with no intention of ever letting go 


God of love, pursuer of my soul 
You refuse to let me go 
In your presence I remain 
God of love, you created me to be 
By your side eternally 
In your presence I remain. 
 
Love has found me, it surrounds me 
I am yours, I am yours


♫Pursuer Of My Soul ♪ CFNi ♫

Sunday morning, there's so many things that runs in my head. but I choose to let it go and let God in then the Worship Service starts.. we sang and dance, we worship our Lord.
and we have a guest speaker that day. Bro. Bobot of JIL Las PiƱas. He's an anointed preacher.  after he preached, he prayed.

we sang Pursuer of My soul and I can't help it. it seems like all the pressure and burdens, all the pain and heartbreaks overflows in my heart. I just can't stop crying and no words came out into my mouth. I felt the spirit of the Lord in the place. I know He touched me that moment. I feel lighter right after.

the 2nd service came.
Sis. Evelyn preached about the things that breaks the soul or makes the soul sick. for me, its seems like its a continuation of the message in the 1st service. I felt the healing of the Lord. I thank God for releasing those things in my heart. I know You're near. Thank You. You're the Pursuer of My Soul. thank You for never letting me go.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

KKB

Hannah Joy's Kid's Party @ Jollibee

Saturday, November 10, 2012

Right after the meeting of the leaders in JIL Muntinlupa, I went to SM Tunasan. Its the celebration of Hannah Joy's Birthday. 

We ate @ Jollibee, in the Kid's Party section. I'm with Bro. Orly, Hannah Joy, Charlie, Jasmin, Aries, Hazel, Israel. we talk and laugh so hard. all the jokes we can tell had been told. one of the funniest part is right after we eat. we gave message to joy, wishes and whatevers.  its hard to breathe. We almost die laughing, thank God we're alive. I never heard serious message from them.

as usual, basagan kame, and later charlie perform the Lip sync, too bad katabi nya ko, kaya nadadamay ako. sobrang saya lang. before the day ends, humabol sila ate kat. we took pictures from the newly open Christmas "park" in SM Muntinlupa and of course, we end up the kulitan at asaran pa din with ate kat. 


what a celebration.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

KKB

Mall All Day

Friday, November 09, 2012

I went to Festival Mall at 10am, kakabukas palang nun, magbabayad kase ako ng bills namen, gumawa ng kung ano ano at magliwaliw. I saw Hazel that day sa KFC kasama ang kanya fafabols. XD

I explore the mall while listening to podcast. Joseph Prince, I learned a lot through this preacher, such an anointed pastor, I never get bored of listening and God really used Him in this new generation. btw He's my favorite pastor. thanks be to God for his life. may God bless him abundantly. I listened to Him for about 1 1/2 hours.


minutes later, Charlie contacted me for some liwaliw. so I waited for him in the mall. I'm playing Soul Calivur that time. the day went so well. puro halakhakan lang ginawa namen at bumili ng regalo. lakas manlibre ni charlie eh. kala ko manonood kame ng Suddenly its Magic. 

we went home around 5:30pm
Imma so tired. but I discovered something today.
I think I should post my drafts from my notebook. 

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

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