Planetshakers, Israel Hougton and New Breed Concert

Planetshakers, Israel Hougton and New Breed has a concert here in the Philippines. i badly want to go there, to see two worship teams in one night is such a wonderful blessing from the Lord. 
Lord, i pray that i can be one of the crowd that night.. with my friends. Thank You Father. Amen. :)

Hold your breath then go

kung mapapansin ng readers ng blog na 'to, kung meron man. mahilig akong magpost ng mga burdens into hidden identity through mash-up words. maybe you're thinking na I'm such a person that can't say anything at matapang lang  pag sa blog. say all you want but, ang hirap din kaseng ilabas. knowing that the person involve can't understand you..
its not they don't want to listen but they just CAN'T.


i feel heavily broken. i can't say a thing to anyone personally.
bladed words they say. i can choose not be affected but i guess if i try not to be in the scene.. I'm not doing it right. i have a responsibility and burdens were bringing me always in this place. Lord help us.




i love sharing this thought:
as we run in our life's journey, many will try to pull us down, many will hurt us, let us be stumbled. but those who turn their eyes upon Jesus, will still be invulnerable.


i need to look unto Jesus! Lord Help us carry this burdens or will You just take it all from us?

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

God's Original Masterpiece.

God's Workmanship.

God's Property

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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Running is what i can do now

what i feel right now.


i just want to run.. run and run. trying to escape from this world. i hope it'll rain hard while i run. trying to leave everything behind, assuming that i can.


too much for this moment.
i just don't know what to do, i just can't trust anyone..
i feel like exploding that no one can actually hear.
i wonder why, everything i hide in the past is now hunting me.. not one by one but as one. it hurts.. definitely it kills. 


planning and working, nothing really works.


this stupid little kid.. you're so stupid. so stupid.
i just don't feel any good thing in me. in those images in my life.
i feel like crying, no one really helps me.
no one understands me.


as the night go deeper and deeper, things go heavier. 
i wish i can go where i can do anything, where i feel i am free.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

God's Original Masterpiece.

God's Workmanship.

God's Property

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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Loaded!

I was so disappointed. there's this one word which sounded not-so-good sent to me. it was for me, but what can i do for it? promises are so unfulfilled nowadays. and when i talk, who cares? i mean who cares about what I mean, or what am i going to say for them?


the walls have ears. i can feel it. when it comes to situation like that, you're the talk of the town. yeah. you're popular! they just don't feel any pain in any trash talk. they lived that way. but wait.. just to make things clear, I'm not judging them. they told me who they are. I stick to that. that's it. although, I'm not hindering any changes they might change in their journey in life. 


another thing is this weird thing about the situations around me. I see that there's a need. in relationships, way of life, dealing with feelings. but I hope that I'm not a hypocrite. in loving one another, its not appropriate to hate someone. if you see mistakes or things that annoys, you'd rather be on the gossip section rather than correct that thing or that person in a nice way. 


and this observation that keeps me feel uncomfortable with. this unfair relation, unfair manner, unfair situation and unfair treatment. i just cared. why on earth this thing happened? people become so stupid, so crazy being drowned with that situation. i feel dumb when that moment strikes out again.


pwew!
I'm so loaded with this squeezes.
I tried to talk to individuals, happenings wont allow me and them.
how i wish i could open this up to someone. bah dum tss but i know..

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

God's Original Masterpiece.

God's Workmanship.

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

~sebajisoka

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I'm not into deleting old files and memories. even if its a bad memory or guilt or any negative energy created in my inmost part. I don't care if they are going to watch and read it again. and again. and again.


again? what's on my head again? another track of just another old song?
tease me all you want, mock me as you can. this is what i feel, what i believe in. what can change me by now?


now, now is the time to prove something for myself. with this new perspective. new responsibility. and newer me. with love and compassion.. I will not delete anything. where can i compare myself if there's "changes" in me. but my past.


the past. it keeps on bugging me. keeps pulling me down. but thanks to that Victorious Righteous Right Hand that holds me UP. no thought back can bother me again. 


in the finish line, when we stand up and get ready for the last and highest jump of our lives from earth to eternity, we may all see our timeline on this ground being changed from wicked to good, from good to better and from better.. becoming the best, not for ourselves but for the DIRECTOR, the PRODUCER and the LOVER OF OUR SOULS. 


Father, Holy Spirit, Jesus.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

•Show Me•Grow Me•Hold Me•

I am God's Original Masterpiece.

I am God's Workmanship.

I am BELONG to GOD

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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what love is..

Its February and almost everyone talks about LOVE. 
and in my own observation there's more single thinking about Feb.14 than any couples. 
and that reminds me: ROSES, CHOCOLATES, COUPLE SHIRT, GIFT, BEARS.. name it. its all there.

its not about this. XD

as for me, February 14 is the day of offering or showing love.
Last Sunday's topic called "What love is". so what love is?


I wanna know what love is..
i want you to show me.


According to 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

its one of the most popular verse in the bible about love. its everywhere. it was our theme in our JS prom. but as i read it the other day, tears overflow in my eyes. God reminded me that He is LOVE.
wow. i just wanted to say wow.


Let's try math. 
if God = Love then

God is patient, God is kind. He does not envy, He does not boast, He is not proud. He does not dishonor others, He is not self-seeking, He is not easily angered, He keeps no record of wrongs. God does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. He always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.GOD never fails.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

•Show Me•Grow Me•Hold Me•

I am God's Original Masterpiece.

I am God's Workmanship.

I am BELONG to GOD

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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Life would be great.

as i told you before i was reading an e-book about dreams and conquering your Goliath. i was really inspired reading. i just finished it this morning. so 1 by 1 i pray that i will be a dream catcher. that no dream will be left hanged on my head. making a move and knowing it is a must in fulfilling those dreams.

DSLR, Car, iMac, i don't like huge houses.. i love medium sized. :)
I wish this feeling could last unlike the other ones. haha! hate it. must-be-part-of-my-daily-life. the 30 days changes also has an impact on me. but nehh.

di nio lang ako naiintindihan.. BOOM! :)

life would be great if you got your dreams fulfilled.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

•Show Me•Grow Me•Hold Me•

I am God's Original Masterpiece.

I am God's Workmanship.

I am BELONG to GOD

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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