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Monday, May 31, 2021

May the Fourth be with you

Probably, the highlight of this month is my leaves. (Aside from an overnight with Jassiee here in our home). Almost the full month, I only work for 3 days per week. Which is very nice and it has this huge warning that I might get used to it. 

I also set up my workstation outside my bed for a lil different experience, while It's pretty hot out here, I really enjoy the vibes at some time. 

Good Reads


I've been reading this for quite a while and it has those interesting takes on Christianity. I really like the author's explanation but sometimes it's too deep for me. 


Watch Tayo

Series

Classroom of the Elite


My Hero Academia


Inuyasha


Death Note


Rent-a-Girlfriend


Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai


Other stuff

My boy Jaylen Brown had surgery, Celtics won the play-in tournament and currently at 0-2 in a best of 7 series against the Brooklyn Nets. 

That's all for now. Ciao.


//sebajisoka

Sunday, May 9, 2021

Hey there, Roach

I'm being reminded from time to time about this experience I had in my elementary days. I'm not sure if I shared it already but, I'll share it again.

In the days of innocence and cartoon characters, there was I, imagining myself watching my favorite Cartoon Network shows. Studying really bored me to death. I only really listen to teachers that I liked. 

To be honest, there were only a handful of teachers that I liked back then. Some of them are not really good either. But above the lessons that they taught us, I remembered some of them because of either their trivia and some negative stuff. 

We had this computer subject back then and my teacher told us something about computers. You know, the basics: software, hardware, and peopleware. But above all of that, I learned about the hardware. He told us that computer components will only fit the specific slot. It reminded me of the kids' toy: Sorting cube. 

I broke so many computers and learned more along the way and what he told us remained true. A really nice lesson that guided me so many times.

But the point of making this blog is to tell a little story about how my classmate teased me back then. Before I tell you this, here are some things that I'd like you to know about me:

- I'm a shy type.
- I'm definitely an introvert.

During that time, I didn't know the concept of introverts and extroverts. I only know one thing: There's something wrong with me. 

Whenever my teacher commanded us to read or when I'm called to recite. My voice shakes and it's in low volume. Some of them, especially my adviser and my math teachers will shout at me and calling me names: Cockroach. 

Why? Cause with the volume of my voice, only cockroaches can hear me. It was the birth of this name I was called back then. 

Is there something wrong with me? I carried that thought as grow up until I learned about introverts. I was so happy thinking that, yeah, I'm normal somehow. I guess?

It was just sad that it was my teachers who brought that name that caused my classmate to tease me endlessly. Because of this, I only hang out with my outcast classmates, maybe because we relate to each other somehow. 

//HeyThereRoach
//sebajisoka