The Hard Fall presents: Sing Away

Here I am sitting on my bed

Pillows tucked between the wall and my back
Another one under this machine

As I juggle between the OPM songs
Emotions start beating
My mind starts to flash colors of the unknown
Dancing like I'm a disco ball

As the bass drop
Baggage starts to fall
Give me some guitar riffs

That energizes every feeling
And that drumbeat

Is in sync with my heartbeat

Let me feel 

The soft melody

Of every keystroke 

'cause that's just the way how I feel

'cause that's just the way how I am

All I do is sway

All I do is sing away

This feeling might not go away

My mind may also start to swell

It's like I'm drowning but I chose to stay

I saw this in my drafts, unfinished, os I decided to finish it today. Considering this a hardfall piece for some reason? 

//SingAway
//sebajisoka

The Hard Fall presents: Epic

A glorious scene that encapsulates the waiting
for just a thought, it makes me weep
Tears that runs through the cheeks
You know, it will never expire

The affection that you utter
And the warmth of your love
Oh, what a sensation it is
And no one take this away

An introduction, and the afterword
The chapters in between
Even statement that can't relate
Every story that cannot be expressed

In one thing we share
In the simplicity of endearments
and the collide of the sentiments
Full of mystery and delight

Just like the song in our hearts
It's wonderful, it's remarkable
Just like the stars in the sky
It's astounding, It's elegant 

And the fire that covers our eyes
will flow with the passion in our hearts
and there will come a day
where the accuracy and the phase clash

As the sun will shine or the moon will rise
In the end of the interval 
And the start of the developed intimacy
The climax of the story 
And the culmination of waiting

My words ran out and the feeling stays in
Just like today, tonight..
All I know, that when we're in the point of it all
It would be..

Epic.

//TheHardFall
//Epic
//sebajisoka

the HARD FALL presents: Make it stop

The strings from within
strikes from the skies above
the ink of a dying pen conceives
that you can't connect the dots
as if there's one

the melody keeps on going
even if i turn off the sound
the scene keeps on playing
even when you left

my feet keeps on walking as
my mind keeps on blowing
emotion stirred up
in a bowl of a unloving coffee

the sound of raindrops filled up my ears
it poured out into my eyes
they talk too much
they laugh too much

they're happy, so am I?

not sure if its true, not sure if its right
hold me, will you?

its tiring to be tired
but still not tired of trying
tomorrow is another day
pain comes in any way

this is not a poem
this is not a song
this is not a poet
this is not a speech

look! those colors is ready to blind me up
with the wonderful meltdown
starving for a glance
and if my heart was a house
what would i do?

if my soul has a switch
I will never switch anything
i know everything happens for a reason

in this night 
i have no room for fright
in this fight
i will soar up in the line brightly

My brain is shakening
its cracking, its dying
its malfunctioning, it tears me up
is this what they call the art of breaking?

on the other hand
is this seemingly endless blood pumper
its getting faster, louder, and crazier
i can feel it beating out of my chest

but i can feel heaviness inside that I'm not sure of
I'm pleading, so please make it stop.


Live
Love 
Forgive
Never Give Up

Galvanized Into ACTION, sebajisoka

The Hard Fall presents: On the Tree

years has passed.
i never looked at you
i don't even know your name
the only thing that i know is you.. existed


but the time came
a friend introduced me to you
he told me that you're interested in me
he also told me that you've known me for years.


i feel bad about it.
you know me, i never know you.
and you're sending me gifts. you even help my family
solving problems without me knowing.


you are sweet and loving.


when i knew about it
i cry out. i feel the shame.
ignoring you and hurting you.
i even cry loudly when someone told me that 
you paid all my debts and you saved me from death
through the shedding of your blood


on the tree..
it is because you love me..

Live

Love

Forgive 

Never Give Up

Falling in the Rhythm of God’s Love

Rockin’ and Believin’ in JESUS

Walking with God

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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►At the Cross◄

The Hard Fall Presents: Drowned Under Emotions

Today, I’m searching for something.

Something that I couldn’t understand at all

Maybe a point that changed into a comma

Using an ink of any other pen

Why o why?

I’m yours to hold

If only you know it and find it so interesting

This tears falling from my big eyes means

Nothing, nothing but the pain I used to bear all this time

You don’t know it

Or you know everything about it.

You build a new world to a new prospective

A new pain to build new happiness

I used to hate you in the first place

But a glass of water poured out

Now, I’m hugging you tight.

Should I really fight?

Check me out, lets go out.

Does the rhyming rhymes?

Or does the cookies are here to please?

A yes or no, a maybe or sort of.

Shades that shade up

Or umbrella that covers up.

All the non-sense thing is coming out again

It seems like using a pain killer when your pain is in the heart.

The walls between you and I starts to burn

The impossible one is coming into life

Without you, I can’t see anyone.

I’m blinded, I can’t see but you. You. You.

Measurements are unused.

The older I get, will I get over it?

Should this spirit needs to hide in under my pillow.

Please don’t go away.. I’m getting sucked in the world of losers.

I can’t stop listening to these sad songs.

It’s the heaviness in my heart that pushed me on

Waiting for vanity.

I’m falling down in the river

In the soft flowing water, don’t leave me now.

I maybe

Drowned Under Emotions

Live

Love

Forgive 

Never Give Up

Falling in the Rhythm of God’s Love

Rockin’ and Believin’ in JESUS

Walking with God

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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►emo! again!◄

the Hard Fall Presents: Deleted

Knocking at your door.

I hope that I’m still welcome

Inside the planet you used to call home

But I’m not in the history of yours

29^th place is a good range for being me in you

I thought I knew you

I thought we’re good

But now, where are these thoughts going?

Is this the time should I regret almost all the things

We’ve used to called, ours?

The picture starts to bursts from happiness to pain and anger.

I thought its over, but there you are.

I’m heavily broken, don’t know what to do.

I’m choking. It’s unfair.

I thought were on the best part

But there are cloaking things that I can’t understand

Run like a wind. Now, pinch me.

In 3, two and 1, BOoOm!

Put me in your pocket.

Carry me everywhere

I want to witness very thing

No, I’m not desperate, I’m a freaking loser.

Possessively jealous about everyone

why should i feel this way

are you going home or

you're just going to search for

your real happiness

go on and hate me, i wish i could wish.

let's face it, should i really do this

and let everything go.

or walk behind as these tears fall from my face

get lost, i don't want to see you

as for this moment, i need to

think about what this feeling is all about

but i guess in the end someone will ask me this question:

Are you sure you want to delete "..."?

if i click no, it wouldn't but if i click yes.

do this feeling will delete it entirely or

i'm the one who will feel...

DELETED!

Live

Love

Forgive 

Never Give Up

Falling in the Rhythm of God’s Love

Rockin’ and Believin’ in JESUS

Walking with God

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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►Tanggalin. :'|◄

The Hard Fall Presents: An Emotion Stream Beginning.

i'm now on the new set of 365 days
its a question about what i really feel
getting excited on the things that wouldn't happen
don't know where to move
or where to start
those memories are attached to head
and always on rewind when blankness assaults in the silence of
standard pressure deep inside.


an atomic bomb explosion
i'm going nowhere! throats begun to crash
minds begun to unable
the craziest thing for the start of the year
loosing the battle for this unknown feeling


does heartbeat really beats for someone?
when everything is so different
do i really need to move forward?
and push through.
just detonating the flesh of this heart?
so what's the point of letting go
and going with the flow?


how i wish to turn off the clock and move it backwards
time traveler even for once
so everything, with a snap will be better and 
weirder than i thought.


click save before the PC shuts down
sometimes, life doesn't have auto-recovery option.
so before making some move.
think about it.
decision makes this heart free.
but not for heartache bondage.


'cause nothing feels like drowning in:




An Emotion Stream Beginning.

Live

Love

Forgive 

Never Give Up

Falling in the Rhythm of God’s Love

Rockin’ and Believin’ in JESUS

Walking with God

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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