A vision

I'm not sure if this is a vision, it can be an imagination, but i just want to share this. it happened last Saturday.
Bro. Mike starts our training with WORSHIP (like we've always do), i don't remember whose beside me 'cause I'm in worship but my eyes were open at the start, looking at the old JAM/VIA Bulletin board.. 


then when i closed my eyes..
humming the acoustic shadow of worship to God..
it seems like my soul went out of my body.


i see the sky..
i'm floating up to the galaxy..
i went out of the earth's atmosphere..
and i start being amazed by the power of God's creation.. and God himself.


and there am i in Heaven. seeing Angels and God's faithful servants.
i saw Him, i never really expect that He will welcome me in that place personally. maybe i misunderstood Matt. 25:21 which says "'Well done, good and faithful servant!"He hugged me.. not just hugged.. He embraced me TIGHTLY!i saw this photo from Google, it's almost the same scene i saw in our practice.

just add golden gate, gold palace and non-explainable beauty of Heavenly things.i can see the earth from there. then i hear a creepy voice that inputs fear in my heart.. He said "he's a sinner, he don't deserve to be there.." 
the clouds in where i stand broke wide open.. 'causing me to fall.. i can't see the earth now but i see spooky-wet, red and disgusting image of Hell.. but before i fell down, Jesus catch my hand.. He said "NO! I paid for his sin"..  He took me from falling but Hell is still open.. and as He hug me again i saw blood fell down from Him down to Hell and it closes down..


worship were still flowing as i come back to my body.
and begin to talk to God. i keep on thanking Him..


He paid for my sins with His own blood. 
He loves me so much.. He love us so much.


:D




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With Everything!

i want to share this video of Hillsong United in Jesus Culture's Awakening.

so blessed with the video.

it;s one of my favorite song of Hillsong Live from This is Our God Album.
it's FLOW! i wish i was there.


the ending of the song is actually my battlecry: ohhhhh!
its my word of defining an indescribable God.
watch it. i want cry when i'm watching it.


God bless!


woahh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


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~sebajisoka 

Family Day!

yesterday is family day. kkb movement shares it to their fellow kkbs asking them on what's their plan for the day.
plans? i have no plans. no plans! XD


so what happen yesterday during family day in your house?
its a normal day, not to mention my cough and fever, and the official announcement of my parents involving my studies, that  is for the next three months you should call me house boy. but i'm looking forward to work in a home-based job.


everything flows like it seems to be.
until our internet cafe closed for the day, and my brother starts sharing.
our nights became longer than before. we laugh (that laugh attacked my lungs, cough) and share different memories of the past. it's a great seconds of our lives. i love my family. for it is the family God has given me.


imperfections of a family is normal.
fights and other negative things about family is normal. yes they are!
but you can't remove the love you have for them even if they disappoint and feel like they dragging you down. 


i thing that we've never done that night and i think it's the most important. we never prayed.
but i prayed for them.


a prayer with love. :)
that night last until 1:30am something. :)


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~sebajisoka 

IDKs

i would like to end this day with a post.

this day starts in the church, most of happenings start at church.

so i feel blessings and favor. ako pa nga pla 'yung nagexhort sa Tithes and Offering kanina. then, puntang southville para sa mga bata for sunday school.

then kila dave, my pinapaayos kase xa..

tapos balik church, tapusan kase ng reportings.

nakahiram pa ko ng book kay cathy!

at nung pag-uwi ko, agad akong nagfacebook at nagpuntang kwarto para mabasa yung libro.for parents pala yun to understand teen's love language. although it's for parents binasa ko pa din. my nilaktawan lang na ilang chapters.

JADED!

then, just now, i have a conversation with my mom and dad and my brother Israel.we discuss issues in our home. but dont take this far beyond what you think home is but i don't feel like i'm home.

anger hangs on the ceiling. hatred streams on our beds. :(

i don't know. 

sabe ko nga sa isa sa mga tunay kong kaibigan "my life is full of IDKs now"

i don't know..

i spread the words that i learned from the book and the preaching earlier. it seems ineffective. i don't know what's wrong. i tried to speak gently but their words are so offensive that strikes into the heart.

it appears like they know everything. i don't know about them but.. i'm sick and tired.

i don't know what to do.

i don't know how to talk.

and as we talk moments ago.. i have this thinking that i should now accept what they're saying and just shut up.i believe I've blown them away. why on earth kase naman! they don't accept their mistakes and they only seen your's.

i told myself that if 1 mistake will happen tonight. their gonna explode. 

the mistake came..

the volcano erupted..

i don't know!

i'm tired. one more thing. my class is on going for about two weeks now.

still haven't enrolled. they're still waiting for the money that failed us many times. i'm so tired. i rather choose working than studying anymore, why? SPELL SUMBAT!

i don't know. :(

Lord, i don't know.. i know you know it. help me Lord Jesus.

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i BELIEVE, LOVE and OBEY GOD!


~sebajisoka 

KKB Muntinlupa MV Preview

dame kong alam no? hahaha! pasensya na, noob pa lang. :)

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i BELIEVE, LOVE and OBEY GOD!


~sebajisoka 

Movie Project!

i'm working on a movie project..
i just want to call it movie project! but its not a movie its a Music Video.


it's a compilation of happenings in kkb muntinlupa.
i'm having fun experimenting on the program that i'm using, it's fun but confusing at the same time.
i have a problem. i need more videos more videos of the youth to be included in my crazy production.


haha! nice production.. pagbigyan nio na ko. minsan lang mangarap e. :)
maybe i'll be posting a trailer on my next blog entry. (bongga my trailer talaga)
andame din kaseng entry sa draft ko tska sa isip ko kea kakahilo na. 


Thank God i'm learning. :)

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i BELIEVE, LOVE and OBEY GOD!


~sebajisoka 

Google + Project

the google + Project is now available to everyone, all you have to do is to register at plus.google.com and add me in your circles.


the first time i heard google plus, "wow"
google is dominating the web, even the social media, and that day on i start waiting for invites from the few chosen users. i search on the release date and ask them for invites.


then finally i found one, and i invite my closest friends so that i'm not the only one who can enjoy google plus. Hands down upon the maker of Google plus, they never meet my expectation because their idea is greater than mine. i want to work in Google. :|


this is my profile.

this is the features of google plus:

Home - everyone knows home right? hahaha!

Photos - everyone knows photos right? XD

Profile - everyone knows profile right? :D

Circles - circles is your friends.. what? i guess that it came from the sentence "circle of friends", circle of your friends, here you can manage into groups your friends.. friends from school, your best pals, your prayer partner, your business partner. it's up to you how you will manage your circle of friends. ;)

Games - of course games!

chat is also in google +

plus 1 - plus 1 is the like button in facebook, you can also use plus 1 in different website to be added into your account.

Hangout - this is the video chat, group video chat. you should try this.

Sparks - is everything you like to have news about so that you will never get bored staying in google plus.

there are lots of features not included here, the best thing to know it is to explore google plus! 




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~sebajisoka 
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kulungan - kalayaan

Kulungan




marami jan, inosente
marami jan, totoo..
marami jan, nagdadasal kung kelan sila lalabas


minsan my nagcomment sa picture ko sa fb.
sbe nia: ngayon ka lang ba nakalabas? kase I am Free.


nakulong ako ng madameng taon sa kasalanan..
ba't di ako matutuwa ngayong malaya na ko, malaya na 'ko sa kasalanan na ang kabayaran ay kamatayan.
iniligtas ako ni Jesus.


ano kayang feeling ng nasa kulungan ka, jan sa bilibid..
'yung araw mo nakaplano kung anong mangyayare, oras ng pagkaen, dalaw, pagligo.
nakakulong. limitado ang galaw, walang kalayaang tinatawag.


-pinost ko lang naman 'to dahil nakita ko 'yung OJT picture ng BESMI students sa JAIL.


ayun lang! :))


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God's
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iBloG
i BELIEVE, LOVE and OBEY GOD!


~sebajisoka 

God's Faith tester

have you ever felt that feeling when your faith is being tested?

i know i'm under God's Faith Tester, how do i know?
he's testing me on how far can i go, where is the dead end line of this faith i have.. I'm having personal difficulties right now as well as my family.
and being in that same old table of problems, i used to ask God why..
i ask God, why is this happening to us?


Kulang pa ba? naglilingkod naman ako sa'Yo di ba? ba't ganito? bakit?


i asked Him why without knowing who am i talking to.
and worse, who am i to ask Him.


wala naman ako maipagmamalaki o maisusumbat sa Kanya.
sino ba ako?


but that tear us apart, piece by piece, one part after another..
and when the people around me were being blessed and when their prayer is being answered i sometimes think, why them? how about me? when will i experience those things, those answered prayers? and it sometimes takes me to the lid of my faith jar 'cause most of the time i'm lacking in faith.


when it seems hopeless..
i'm holding on to Romans 8:28.. and John 9:3b
nakakaiyak pa lang maipit sa problema. S'ya lang talaga ang pwedeng kapitan. i know God moves in mysterious ways for His thoughts are higher than mine.


who is He that even winds and waves obey Him Matt. 8:27
He said Jeremiah 33:3 and Jeremiah 29:11
maybe i don't know my God that much..
i never even thought about who created the universe and everything on it.



i once, twice, thrice imagine what God is like..
but i failed, the only way to see what God is like is to KNOW HIM. 


so, why doubt?

this trial is removing a dust-like foundation of faith that the wind can blow away easily and yet building a stronger foundation in a rock.


Let FAITH ARISE!


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◘Forgive◘
◘Never Give Up◘


God's
Workmanship &
Original Masterpiece


iBloG
i BELIEVE, LOVE and OBEY GOD!


~sebajisoka 
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