#Blessed

So, here I am, in the middle of the night. Trying to compile my thoughts and attempting to provide feedback on what's happening in my life right now.

As I look upon the nothingness. I realized that I've been very blessed, with the things that I have and the people that surrounds me. 

And I'm not attempting to impress anyone anymore. I escaped some poisonous relationships. Pressed the refresh button in a new Church that guides me towards Christ.
Acquired new relationships. I'm starting to gain the things that I've always wanted - Bass Guitar, Cameras and soon, Laptop. Started a YouTube Channel. I'm learning some Stocks and I'm invested for the future. My favorite sports team is on the right track. I get to travel more frequently and I'm enjoying everything right now and trying to live through now. 

I know that it's not much of an achievement but just imagine how messed up my life if I don't have my girlfriend to help me and be with me. The one who pushes me to be a better person. "pushes" is actually a cheap word for it, but truly, she inspired and inspiring me to be a better person. I'm so blessed to have her and I owe it all to God. 

//HashtagBlessed //sebajisoka

Why Can't It Be?

I've been hearing this song played around recently, whether in a bus, somewhere around social media or in the office speaker specifically on a rainy day.

It makes me smile whenever I think about it.
Just like everybody else, this song makes me ask "why?"

Well, few years ago. I'm on a struggle figuring this all out. I was deceived that I know better and it makes me sad, really sad. I had this emotional nights and endless thinking of a solution to make things work out.

I thought that she's for me and we're meant for each other. I thought that I'll be the man for her and I'm willing to give everything up. Then, time passes by, things have changed and my decisions created a path that would lead me to where I am right now.

To go back to the question that I had. Why can't it be the two of us?

Simple answer: Jasmin.

Complex answer: God prepared me for this, well, I think both of us. God molded me to wait and be patient. He made sure that I'll be the man that He wants me to be, the same goes for her. And we met halfway as He fulfill each other's long-standing prayer. And now, together, we're being transformed from glory to glory.

I know and I believe that God created us for each other. ( I don't mean to be overly cheesy or corny - viewer discretion is advised)

And in case you're all wondering, I courted her with marriage on my mind. I'm in that point of not playing games of short-term relationships. That's a commitment that I've made. That's just me.

//YCantItBe?
//sebajisoka