Hey, you.
I was not able to send you any lengthy messages last month but here it goes. We're almost a year of being an officially married couple and everything is really exciting.
From planning and execution. We faced challenges and had a little bump in the road.
I believe that we are already comfortable with each other but we still have a lot to discover. I learned so much from you and you inspire me to change without you even knowing it.
There are just some things that are hard for me to change. I have lots of issues and I know that you know thank you for being patient and understanding.
I had really messy decision-making and an unpredictable thought process - both of which were a disaster but still, you are very considerate. You allow some of my luxurious purchases. You know how bad I am at my own finances but you trusted me beyond that fact.
Even to this day, I'm amazed at you. In everything that you do. Your wisdom, your diligence. You love much and it's very admirable of you. Everything that you do is gracious and the only bad thing that I can say is you chose a really bad man.
10 months in married and 7 years as a couple and I'm still in-love with you. I still long for your attention and I still wanna impress you in every way that I can. You're my dream come true. My, then pricess, now queen. You are God's chosen for me, it feels weird to say that since, you know "insert-i-don't-deserve-you-line".
I'm looking forward for tomorrow, everyday. Trying to live by the moment when I'm with you. I'm truly excited on what God is preparing for us in the future.
I love you and I'm a manifestation of chaos, but I will always try, though it may seem the opposite, to give more, to love you more and to adore you in every way and most random way possible.
You are still my prayer. You are still the one that I'm after. Every plan, evey thought, I always thought of you.
I hope that you're still excited for us and I pray that you still have some room for patience for me. May God be gloried in us as He change us as a better husband and wife.
//17th
//sebajisoka