Rejected 2.0

We still live in the same town, well, don't we?
But I don't see you around anymore.
I go to all the same places, not even a trace of you..
Your days are numbered at 24.
And I'm getting bored waiting round for you,
We're not getting any younger, and I
Won't look back 'cause there's no use
It's time to move forward!

I feel no sympathy,
You lived inside a cave!
You barely get by the rest of us,
You're trying, there's no need to apologize,
I've got no time for feeling sorry!


- Feeling Sorry - Paramore -




Rejected:

 The cure for the feeling of being rejected is REJECTING IT.

okay! i'm not used into it

being rejected?! oh?! my?!

few or much, big or small?

a joke or not, when it comes

to rejecting, it hurts me, a lot.

but there was this man that i admire, he was rejected that time

by one of my friends, it's a joke but i know it hurts.

i feel bad about it because i laugh, then after he threw those line to us

i feel so ashamed of what I've got, of what I've said and do.

"okay lang yun, sanay naman akong ma-reject e."

(paraphrasing)

so why do i admire him?

he is now "into" it. 

i realize that he was and he is always 

rejected, i feel sorry about him.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

 
iBLoG

I Believe Love and Obey GOD

♥sebajisoka.052.237.029♥

"be bold! be STRONG!"

Look Into My Eyes

You just keep tugging, pushing, pulling
On my little heartstrings
Got me all tied up in knots
Anytime I see your face
Oh, it brings out
It brings out the girl in me

Don't know just how you did it
But you got me real good
Hook, line and sinker
Like I knew you could
But you don't even notice
Boy, I wish you would

I can't help myself
I can't help but smile
Every time I see your face
And we never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
Oh, how'd you get to be so close, when you're so far away

Yeah you might be close to perfect
Girls, you know what I mean
He's got a face straight out
Of a magazine
Gotta pinch myself
To prove he ain't a dream
Oh, oh, oh

I can't help myself
Now my secret's out
I can't help but smile
Every time I see your face
And we never met
I bet you don't know my name
Am I out of my mind
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
And how'd you get to be so close when you're so far away

I wish you were mine
All mine
Mine, all mine
I wish you were mine
All mine
I wish you were mine

I can't help but smile
Every time I see your face
And we'll never met
I bet you don't know my name
I'm a out of my mind
I think that I might be going crazy
'Cause my heart is yours to have and hold or break
How'd you get to be so close when you're so far away



- So Close - Jennette McCurdy -

I'm Secretly staring at you
i'm like a spy on a mission
and the mission is to catch
your every smiles and read your moves


think about you all day long
i wont stop until it blow my mind into pieces


i'm getting lost
when i look at you
i can't hear anything
and it's so foggy around
i can't feel anything
but your heartbeat


i always wish of
you will be MINE
but some unseen spirit says
No, It can't be.


you're so beautiful in my eyes
you're my favorite star in the sky


i'm just a boy falling from a tree
that i'd loved to climb up
you're a notorious girl
that i'd love to hang up with

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

 
iBLoG

I Believe Love and Obey GOD

♥sebajisoka.052.237.029♥

"sebajisoak is flying in love"

I Hate It When you Hate it

I like you
Girl you don't got nothing to prove to me
I know that times have been rough
For the both of us

But I'll pray for a change

You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you

You know that I'm a wreck
And you know I can't breathe
At the edge of my seat with each word
As the months turn into years
Just know that I will wait... here,
For you

Cause I prayed for a change

You see this world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you
For you
For you
For you

This world has lots to offer
But in time it will go dark,
And if this love is what we see it is
I'm sure we will go far
And with a girl as sweet as you
There's not much else I can do
But fall for you



- Hummingbird - Never Shout Never -

lost inside this empty room
dark lights pass through my skin
my shadow is melting down
and this feet are shaking up


with this loser's pen
a winner is written
feel so wasted
until everyone is busted
in the middle of the crowd
of unlucky faces 
there is a smile that can
change everything that happen


you're a green screen
that changes the background
you're the color in a black and white portrait
you're the holiday in the normal weekdays


you are my favorite "X"
in the treasure map's treasure chest
'cause you're the X mark
that broke my heart.


i lily lily like yow.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

 
iBLoG

I Believe Love and Obey GOD

♥sebajisoka.052.237.029♥

"I like You"

18 Gifts

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I'm thankful every day
For the gift

- The Gift - Jim Brickman -

last 25 of September, my classmate "Annabelle Llanita"

celebrates her 18 birthday, as far as i know, it's 29 but

because of our cheering blah..blahh. it was moved to 25.

so i belong to the 18 gifts.

i have no idea on what should i give

so i ask my pals on what and it ends up

with a Journal.

2:00pm

we went to festival mall to buy the journal and eat some food

and 4:00pm, we went to my house to fix things out and be ready for the event.

we brushed our teeth

took a pee

scrub our faces

wear our formal attires

surf the net

hear some music

talk about "smack doubt, lalake ka 'te?, fetus na matanda?, sila na lang pag-formalin mo." 

mga bading

mga bading part2

bleeh!!

mukang inatake lang

ayiehh! XD

cool!

we put the powder on

the clay on

and were ready to go.

IT'S PARTEE TIME

         we went to llanita's residence, o btw VenInoSo wasn't complete ehloi was absent. anyway, somewhere in the night we were nervous because of the people around and were afraid of the microphone for the message.

18 songs...

18 candles...

18 wine...

18 roses...

18 gifts...

we ate a lot of foods.

burp! excuse me.

the ceremony ends. haha!

it's the real parteee parteee..

we dance on the dance floor

like crazy robots on duty. XD

then after a while

i went to a hill at their backyard.

i am so alone, where all you can hear

was the wind and you're surrounded by the dark sky

plus the only light is the moon and my favorite star. Ü

and i feel my purple heart, so i'm going to start working with my other non-sense blog. dun ko nlng ishare. XD

then they called me out.

it's time to drink.

OH MY DOG!

      i'm not a drinker! honestly, i'm not considering myself as a drinker.

but i drink and that sucks. according to my record.

i drunk only 6 times in my life!

1st - Dec. 12, 2010 Annalyn's Birthday

2nd - somewhere in march, Jethro's House, when we took our class cards

3rd - somewhere in march, antakya at festival mall.

4th - May 15, 2010, ate arrah's birthday, ate arrah's home.

5th - Jeric's birthday! at their home

6th - Sept. 25, 2010 - annabelle's bday.

so ashamed of myself. hai..

anyway

the only thing i remember that night is someone turns into color RED

someone drinks, even though he's not a drinker

someone stopped drinking because of her best friend told her so

someone drinks in a huge glass of beer!

and i only drink 1 and half bottle, haha! joke.

only a glass.

it was red horse? and it takes like a horse.

so we come back into my home

to have a rest and a nap.

some were asleep:

anne

daryl

i give them pillows and my own teddy bears

i prepare their beds

i boiled some water for coffee

only four of us stayed awake

until someone woke up and ask everyone

to go home.

so me and my pal walk to the bayanan's kanto

while 4 of them ride a tricycle

i'm not comfortable about what is happening

so i make sure that everyone would go home safely

my friend went to Las Piñas to bring Daryl and Angel home

while sebajisoka went to Sucat to bring Anne home safely.

but the story doesn't end here..

me and McLean went to 7 11 just to wait for the sun to rise

its around 4:00am when i get home then i cleaned the mess

in the living room, then i slept. haha!

that's all, now i'm going to start working with my pusong ube.

Live

Love

Forgive

Never Give Up

 
iBLoG

I Believe Love and Obey GOD

♥sebajisoka.052.237.029♥

"Purple Heart baby and it's non-sense"