Emotion Magnifier

I was taking a bath the other day and I realized something. (Yes, realization and the world's greatest discovery happens in the bath. Thank God for bath.) Anyway, I realized that Christmas is a magnifier for our emotions. Our feelings intensify during this occasion. 

Have you noticed, that if you're happy, almost everything is pleasant? And if you're sad, you're a little sadder this season.

If you feel lonely the whole year, you get a lonelier feeling when Christmas comes. No wonder that there are so many hugots during the holidays. 

Maybe because there's something in our mind that considers this event unconsciously as a target date for our goals, relationships, and other things. We ought to make things happen before Christmas and have you noticed that days after Christmas we don't really plan for anything big. 

Anyway, that's just some of the things that I'm thinking about. I hope that everyone will have a really nice Christmas, kumpleto man kayong pamilya o mag-isa ka lang, madami man handa o konti lang. I pray that you'll encounter the real essence of Christmas. 

Here's a sad Christmas song for everyone. 😂

 

//Christmas

//EmotionMagnifier

//sebajisoka

12.17

Happy Pre-wedding day? Anniversary? Something? I know that nothing is final yet but, I'm pretty excited.

I may not be fully involved yet in planning but I'm looking forward to it. My family is also excited, we usually talk about it in the morning while having breakfast, talking about who's gonna be invited, who's going to be involved, the venue, and all. 

I know that we're just scratching the surface of this stressful planning. I want to enjoy every moment of it. It's way early and I can already feel our disagreements and probably argue more in the near future. We have different wants. But I know for sure that we'll settle on what's best for us. Right?

Anyway, I just wanted to post a blog. I don't have much to say. I'm not even sure if I'm really ready for the future and start a family with you. There's just too much uncertainty of the future. But one thing is sure, I wanted to be with you every moment of every day. 

 

I want to watch every movie, every anime, every series with you by my side. 

To eat all the amazing dishes that we will cook and drink every beverage available. I want to laugh about everything, be silly in every possible way. 

I wanted to live a simple and happy life with you. I long to see God's grace extend in our lives. His amazing plans manifest in us. I'm praying to be a role model as a husband and as a father.

I desire to honor you with everything that I have. O teka, yan muna, baka wala na ko masabe sa vows. 😜

Iloveyou, goodnight.

//1217

//sebajisoka

Puppies deserve to live forever - Panda

I was in my bedroom when I heard your first cry, it seems like you're shouting "Hello everyone, I exist". I saw your little body and pretty unopened eyes. I can feel the anxiety and excitement, knowing that we're about to take care of 4 cute little puppies. I immediately let everyone at home know about this.

There were 4 of you but you're exceptional and you're my favorite. You are cheerful and sweet. You're always there to have fun and enjoy. You always tease us whenever you see us. Bite us whenever you have a chance. Always wanting to play.

You've only been with us for 4 months and you gave us memories that will stay for a while. I even have plans of adopting you and making you part of my future family, to play with my wife and children. I thought that you'll be with us for a long long time. I guess that's just a dream now. 

It's early to say goodbye but we have to, thank you for staying with us and sharing your little time with us. Who would have thought that this little piece of life would impact us this way? 

Guilt is starting to build within us. We're sorry that we did not take care of you enough. A picture of your face in your last minutes is unbearable. Hours, before you died, is a portrait of your sulking. We know that we could have done a little better. 

The way you look us at eats up our insides. We know, for sure, that we could have done better. I apologize for not showing you much love. For not giving you the best of our affection. 

Everything is so much different now. There's too much silence in the living room and no playful little fellows are jumping around, seeking attention. It's just sad now. The place that used to be messy and happy is now a plain living room with no joyful little ones.  

Cooper, your mom, is surely missing you. She runs around and looking for her playmates. At one point, we heard her cry. Her energy is quite low than usual. Your sibling is currently confined in a vet clinic, we're really hoping for complete recovery. 

My parents are also sad. They miss your barking, your jumping, and even cleaning your nasty poops. Few days have passed and we're still thinking of you, we're talking about your fun memories up to your last day. 

My little brother even has a gift for you this Christmas, a little present for your supposed to be first Christmas, we never had our yearly family picture. We miss you so much. 

Until next time, baby Panda. We love you so much. Goodnight. 

//BabyPanda

//Panda

//sebajisoka