Earlier this year, I'm so hyped up for what 2021 has to offer, at least for me. I planned out the little things that I need to achieve and somehow planned even up to the daily stuff.
That's from drinking hot water from waking up, reading a chapter a book, meditating, doing exercise, and things like that.
And, I'll be honest. There were times that I missed my schedule and skip a day. Particularly the exercise thing. As you know, it's already the 21st today and usually, this is the time where people gave up on their "resolutions" and go back to their old ways.
Today was a breeze, maybe it contributes to this under the weather feeling, and thinking about it, there's really a ton of hindrances in achieving my goals. Our really messy home, laundry schedule. Messed up stuff.
I know for sure that a sprinkle of laziness also supplies to this sentiment. I don't want to give up but it seems like nothing's working, it stresses me out. I feel like a failure. I can just keep doing this and maybe shake things up a little.
I'm not sure. Well, today is another day. I might just shake it off and start again tomorrow. This is no time to surrender.
//Howsyourgoals
//sebajisoka










































