I went abroad

I just came back from Taiwan few days ago and it was fun.

Things that I noticed about Taiwan:

• Transportation is the real deal (And yes, even the what-I-thought-an-amusement-park-ride, the cable car)
• Their country is so clean
• Taiwanese is well-disciplined
• There are good and weird night market food
• Non-English speakers
• Sooo many temples
• What is traffic?

Those are some of the things that I noticed about Taiwan, and I think we Filipinos should adopt many of their characteristics and all the good things about them. I take my hat off to their transportation and discipline. 

I just can't take some of their food, But if ever I'll get a chance to come back, I'll definitely try more. :) 

 I'll be posting more of our experience soon, for now, enjoy one of the few pictures that I have below. 

//Taiwan
//sebajisoka

Limiting Belief

Everything is meaningless! A chasing after the wind! - Ecclesiastes 1:14

This is my story, I tried everything that pleases me and I don't feel like I'm being productive and serving my purpose, my real purpose. I tried doing lots of things just have this feel-good atmosphere in my mind. But truth be told, I don't feel good.

I'm struggling to do the things that I don't enjoy doing for others. I feel like I'm just trying to impress everyone and it does not do good for me. I don't feel any satisfaction. 

How do I want my life to be remembered?

I answered this already before, that our lives will be remembered in the good and bad things that we do. It don't make sense to me now. What's the importance of our lives to be remembered. When we're long gone, it does not matter. It doesn't do us any good. 

It goes the same in gaining knowledge and wisdom, in pursuing our passions. It does not make any sense. 

Unless...

We do it for the glory of God. 


//LimitingBelief
//sebajisoka

Inspiron 15 7000

After weeks of searching, scouting and checking reviews. I'm here with this bad boy, the Dell Inspiron 15 7000. 

Quick Specs:

Intel Core i5-73000HQ CPU @ 2.5GHz
4GB RAM (up to 32GB)
1 TB Hard Drive
GTX GeForce 1050 4GB

I'm still planning to upgrade the RAM though and I'm still installing and downloading the applications that I need, I'm in the midst of setting this up. I already have my bestfriends, Photoshop, Premiere and NBA 2k18 to name a few. 

I'm pretty excited for this device, I've been longing for one ever since my PC crashes down. And now, I got a new Windows device that's way wayyy better than the old one (and sure, costly)
I'm so thankful to the seller for maintaining this device and selling it on a budget. And to be honest, I'm not a fan of second hands but I'm enjoying this so far.



//Dell
//Inspiron15
//GeForce1050 //sebajisoka

Self-worth

What is self-worth?
How do you worth yourself?

This is something that we don't talk about on a day-to-day basis. It's a deep topic and it's pretty weird to open up. But there's a lot of lesson that we can pick up from it.

Recently, we had a life coaching with our team. Everyone shared about their experiences and I can say that life is rough and it's about perspective and how someone handle the difficulties they had in life. There are different levels on this for each person.

Some experience extreme heartbreak or experience too much disappointment over oneself or from others. For sure there are too many reason why we look at our worth to oneself next to nothing.

To be honest, at some point in my life. I see myself as worthless person. I don't have any talents and I feel like I'm being hated all the time. There's a turning point in my life that I started appreciating myself on what I have and who I am, I begun understanding my thought process and the things that I want and why I want it. I blogged about it 8 years ago and I never questioned my self-worth since. 

Well, my experience is different from other's. (In Filipino, ang karanasan ko ay iba dun sa iba. I found it funny so yea. hahahah). We can't tell people to do this and that just because that's what you did and you rose up from it. BUT we can empower them, appreciate them and pray for them.

How can I help? Hahahaha!

I don't have a mind of a genius to give advise. All I can do is listen. I'm also willing to pray for you.  

//SelfWorth
//sebajisoka