Lost Arm

VenInoSo De MeSuTo Tuesday Hangout

Shooting For Tither's Night
Prayer Meeting
Business

Visitation for Teacher Adel


Those are my appointments for today. the worst thing is sabay-sabay sila. so I have to choose kung saan ako pupunta. 

1.) VenInoSo De MeSuTo Tuesday Hangout - eto yung probably reunion ng VDM sobrang tagal narin naming di nagkikita-kita pero sa Tunasan lang ang hang-out. since biglaan. sinabe kong di ako makakapunta. maybe next tuesday nalang.

2.) Shooting For Tither's Night & Prayer Meeting - We're gonna shoot for the tither's night after the Prayer Meeting, so I have to attend. I Interviewed Sis. Richyl. I had a blessed time while we're shooting. so blessed.

3.) Business - My business partners went here by morning for some huge meeting in the office. nakakahiya sa kanila kase pumunta sila sa bahay ng umaga. sila nga ang gumising saken e. sinabe ko ding di ako makakapunta nung pagkaalis nila. I just hope na naintindihan nila.

4.) Visitation for Teacher Adel - I find this cute. kase we, yung mga dati nyang estudyante sa Sunday school still call her teacher. She needs prayer and comfort po kase. there's an accident na ngyare. The doctors said na they have to remove the right arm of teacher adel because of the viens has been pulled out. It's a jeepney-truck accident, nakaakbay kase sya kay Daniel (her son) sa jeepney and then there was this truck who has a broken side mirror na pumasok sa bintana ng jeep. its hard to say this pero nakayod yung right arm nya SAVING DANIEL'S LIFE. we're praying for emotional and physical strength. di man namin ganung kaclose si teacher adel, still part sya ng childhood namen and we're so blessed sa buhay nia.
she's in Asian Hospital.

during the prayer meeting we've prayed for her. grabe yung cry out nung prayer meeting and this is the first time na kame ang pinakamatagal nagpray. I'm with Karl, Mj and Denise.

In Asian Hospital with Casauay Family, MJ and Rolinda. when we're about to live the hospital I hold teacher adel's hand and whisper
"Stay Strong po" 

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

The Food Trip Challenge!

Caldereta

Cheese Cake

Lasagna

Cheese

Cookies and Cream Ice Cream

Proben

Mac and Cheese

Cheese Burger

Chocolates

Empanada

Mashed Potato

Milk

Molo Soup

Pancake

Siopao

Spaghetti

Taco

Isaw

Nutella

this is a list of what I want to eat TODAY! they are my favorites. XD

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Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

So you're telling me AMALAYER?

She's been the number 1 trending topic on twitter this past few days. it's about this young girl having a conversation with a guard. probably you already saw the viral video. 

When I saw the video, all I can say is "tsk".. I posted it  in my twitter account, then later, a KKB tweeted me regarding the trending topic, she reminded me that we Christian should be the light of the world. that reminds me of #akoangtinig

and seeing tons of words from different twitter users makes me think.
I remembered the story of the adulterous woman who was sent by the pharisees and getting ready to judge her, they will stone her to death but Jesus said he who has no sin cast the first stone. nobody throw the stone but the fact that Jesus has no sin is quite amazing, He didn't stone her.

relating to AMALAYER's experience, there's no "Jesus" or representative of Jesus that will remind them of their rights to condemn. its so sad that many Christian make fun of her. 
they said she did wrong, she must have showed respect to the guard. many blames the video uploader. but many its our own judgement. just maybe.

I shared this to the KKBs last Sunday, I heard their thoughts, I'm blessed by them. no criticism. sabe nga din ni Kuya Jade na She's a soul to win. instead of joining the massive unmerciful judgement of twitter user, why not pray for her?

we all have sinned. we have no right to judge. we're Christian so we have this responsibility that many will never understand. 

"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus" Romans 8:1

sharing this Word may help. *will help.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

Motivation

"People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily." - Zig Ziglar

Last Thursday I have this long day.

I went to Alabang by morning to met a friend and later in Festival Mall. I saw my long lost friend, I was extremely happy. I can't contain it and it brought smile to my face. I ate Sunday as usual. XD

By afternoon, I went to my high school best pal, Jared. He invited me to come over. we talked and munch. I never felt that I'm hungry. he introduced me to his PC and some other friends, including his GF, Taylor Swift's RED and Skrillex. dub dub. eeennggkk. shinkk. dubstep. XD

Charles went by after hours and they tour me in many places. those things are coded. Secret Shop, Secret Food and Secret Hideout. I was disappointed at first but I met people around. I tried to understand what they're saying and good thing I did. 

after that long talk, I know I'm inspired. maybe this is the answer to my prayer but I still need to pray. we arrived at Jared's house at 2:30am and we haven't ate dinner yet. so we did. He's the cook. we ate. :D
We talk a little and we slept. the next morning, we did the same thing. we ate and I went home around 12nn.

I'm motivated so nothing can bring me down. today, tomorrow and overmorrow(I just learn this today, it means the day after tomorrow.)

Inspired. Motivated.
Dreamer. Doer. Leader.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

when questions destroys privacy

Saturday had passed. as the hours seems slow and so meaningful behind the senseless thought and senseless word came from our hearts. its more than a story. its more than words.

this is what happened this evening. every lips had curved up somewhat like a smile and cry that's look like laughs. I don't want to expose everything but I also don't want to keep everything. although some points were hurting. it don't last and when awkwardness sends me to the middle, I deal with it and find another circle where I can freely sit in.

when questions destroys privacy, it makes me feel naked and full of shame. I'm not in telling about everything regarding my feelings, especially love, but its fun. seeing them so interested about my story and I'm the KJ who fell back. I tell them few.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

Love Letters

There's love in every letter written
A hope that gets me through the day
Forever is never too long to wait

Some day soon we'll be together
Where a moment lasts forever
And our love shines brighter than the stars
Until then I will remember
Every word and every letter
The promises you've written on my heart

♫ Letters ♪ Stellar Kart ♫

(draft as of January 26, 2012) Its a pretty long day outside and full-of-thoughts-evening for me. out of my rude thoughts I went down from my bed to eat some peanut, it crashes throat. so I drink lots of water, as I went back to my bed, a brief case caught my attention, I opened it up and saw crumpled papers, test papers and pictures. A family Picture, class picture and picture of random memories with friends

I hanged up in each picture while I reminisce the background of every shot and I realized that I was holding the last of it, I feel empty. in short I dig for more. I search in everything my hand touches and I'm on this paper bag, I thought its a new shirt which I didn't know about or just something else but as I open it, that's when I realized that it was my brother's love letter paper bag. (please don't tell him)

I sit comfortably in the ground, ready to pick random letter and then I begun reading everything one by one! sweet! love letters are sweet! You'll know when the letter is so true because it speaks from the heart. as I read the series of month-sary letters I knew it has same message from the previous ones it just differs in wordings and structure. the message is to say sorry and to say I love you in different ways. they express love on letters. the thing is, it never gets old. yes! say it. it has chills and smiles on face of the reader. being in love is spreading out love and activate love hormones and love enzymes. I can feel it word by word. 

I wonder why I haven't received one? I'm not envy. Just wondering, I wish someone has to send me letters like that. (I always wait for it every 29th of November and New Year.)

receiving letters have heartwelcoming feeling to someone who receive it, for me receiving letters are the sweetest, how simple it was doesn't matter or how long or how short as long as it is a letter. I brought back the letters to its rightful place and went to bed with a smile brought by the letters. I was reminded then that I already received letters, simple letters, you don't wanna know how simple it was and I have this longest love letter that I received. it was the sweetest if everything that I've received. it came from my father. my Heavenly Father.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka

Pursuer Of My Soul

I stand before You undeserving, 
My heart You know and see 
Still you take me to your chambers 
By grace accepting me. 
You lead me in with no intention of ever letting go 

God of love, pursuer of my soul 
You refuse to let me go 
In your presence I remain 

I stand before your throne of glory 
Captured by your grace 
And I find the sweetest feeling 
As I'm locked in your embrace 
I cling to you with no intention of ever letting go 


God of love, pursuer of my soul 
You refuse to let me go 
In your presence I remain 
God of love, you created me to be 
By your side eternally 
In your presence I remain. 
 
Love has found me, it surrounds me 
I am yours, I am yours

♫Pursuer Of My Soul ♪ CFNi ♫

Sunday morning, there's so many things that runs in my head. but I choose to let it go and let God in then the Worship Service starts.. we sang and dance, we worship our Lord.
and we have a guest speaker that day. Bro. Bobot of JIL Las Piñas. He's an anointed preacher.  after he preached, he prayed.

we sang Pursuer of My soul and I can't help it. it seems like all the pressure and burdens, all the pain and heartbreaks overflows in my heart. I just can't stop crying and no words came out into my mouth. I felt the spirit of the Lord in the place. I know He touched me that moment. I feel lighter right after.

the 2nd service came.
Sis. Evelyn preached about the things that breaks the soul or makes the soul sick. for me, its seems like its a continuation of the message in the 1st service. I felt the healing of the Lord. I thank God for releasing those things in my heart. I know You're near. Thank You. You're the Pursuer of My Soul. thank You for never letting me go.

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up

//sebajisoka