C-Square with the KKBs

Mira, Christelle, Israel, Hans, Charmane, Jeremiah, MJ, Reymark, Cathy and Jabes.

Aug. 21, 2012 | 3PM
         C-Square, the place where we gathered together for our Youth Gathering. it should be in Sunken Garden but it rained right before we went there. so on rush, we changed places.
On Festival Mall, our first activity is to answer questions I provide. it was fun. No, it was crazy. we laugh hard. i believe everyone enjoyed the questions. 

after those questions, I shared about Grace and Love (which I loved sharing) and Cathy, after I shared, introduce the 5 Love Language. and we had this small test about finding our own love language.

Act of Service
Words of Affirmation
Physical Touch
Quality Time
Receiving Gifts

I'm Bilingual, meaning I have 2 Love Language. I already know mine, I took a test long ago from cathy's book. Words of Affirmation and Receiving Gifts. 
and then, Kokology. we laugh so hard. XD

i hope everyone enjoyed the gathering.
looking forward to the next. :D
  

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Cathy's Birthday

After listening to a friend's heartbreak story. here am I talking to her about surprising this long kept friend, Cathy. this is what happened.

I have weird plans in my head but it will take time to prepare and more budget to be contrive. so I go with the simple one, I think she'll be surprise still. 
Food? I'm on it. Cake? Denise got it. Map to Cathy's home? We'll explore on it.

the next day, I'm ready to go. I went to McDonalds and think for a while then I search for a phone and call in their home, that's a part of the plan, if she's home, we'll go. if not, goodbye surprise.

I dialed her number. RING. RING. RING.
Hello? its her home. cathy's not home. she said cathy's on the mall with a friend or two.
Change of plans..

we're going to Festival Mall.
there, we've searched for her. we split up. we've scanned in our head where she probably go. Me on National Bookstore, Denise on Krispy Kreme/Powerbooks. and guess what! we end up reading books on powerbooks.

Minutes later a Text Message came to Den's phone. its from cathy. and another sets of minutes later. I'm with Denise, Rolinda and the Birthday Girl, Cathy. we just talk and eat.
I hope she had a good time with us. our surprise didn't go so well, still we have this moment, that she celebrate her birthday with her friends. this is my first time to be with her on her birthday! 

Happy Birthday Cathy! :D


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Love 
Forgive
Never Give Up

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Y-Men Conference

Y-Men Conference.

it was a great conference. I'm still a KKB but yet I have this chance to attend this Conference of Young Adults. in their theme "Made Courageous". My eyes were opened as I listen to courageous speakers. the conference talk about the future. I mean, business and family stuffs. at least I have this slight knowledge about getting into family and getting out into the world.

the last speaker made me think about being a speaker. will you imagine? me? a speaker?
my dream? be lined up with great speakers like Francis Kong, Bo Sanchez, John Maxwell and other excellent speakers.

If God put this dream in my heart. I'm gonna say "who's up for adventure?" and answering myself "who else? me!".

I'll be rich. a CEO of a company. still adventurous type of unknown species of mankind. 
Hello World! 



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Love 
Forgive
Never Give Up

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Life is unfair

Last Wednesday, there's an horrifying news that made my day angry.
I have this friend. she and her sister were my brother israel and I's childhood friends. we used to play when we were kids. and we used to sing-a-long with our cassette tape, God's Army Album, even in prayer. we do nasty things and laugh about what we do.
years later our worlds went apart, they went to their province and we stayed here.

and then, 1 came back, they younger one. its good to see her again but its kinda awkward for some reason. 'til i had a change to talk with her and my aunt in their house. its a good time. that was 2010. and weeks later she left. no news about her til. wednesday.
I woke up. Dad shocked me. He told me that she and her older sister almost raped, good thing they escaped. 

Manel is gone. she's the younger one. she gave me remembrances. its so unfair. I've never lost a friend before. how is that possible?
she's a good girl, and where in the world the rapist go?. it gets annoying by the moment. now, i believe she's with the angels and she's with the Lord. Good bye my friend. thanks for the memories. 

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Love 

Forgive

Never Give Up

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the HARD FALL presents: Make it stop

The strings from within
strikes from the skies above
the ink of a dying pen conceives
that you can't connect the dots
as if there's one

the melody keeps on going
even if i turn off the sound
the scene keeps on playing
even when you left

my feet keeps on walking as
my mind keeps on blowing
emotion stirred up
in a bowl of a unloving coffee

the sound of raindrops filled up my ears
it poured out into my eyes
they talk too much
they laugh too much

they're happy, so am I?

not sure if its true, not sure if its right
hold me, will you?

its tiring to be tired
but still not tired of trying
tomorrow is another day
pain comes in any way

this is not a poem
this is not a song
this is not a poet
this is not a speech

look! those colors is ready to blind me up
with the wonderful meltdown
starving for a glance
and if my heart was a house
what would i do?

if my soul has a switch
I will never switch anything
i know everything happens for a reason

in this night 
i have no room for fright
in this fight
i will soar up in the line brightly

My brain is shakening
its cracking, its dying
its malfunctioning, it tears me up
is this what they call the art of breaking?

on the other hand
is this seemingly endless blood pumper
its getting faster, louder, and crazier
i can feel it beating out of my chest

but i can feel heaviness inside that I'm not sure of
I'm pleading, so please make it stop.


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Love 
Forgive
Never Give Up

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Tatakbo

Last Friday


we have this overnight at the Church. parang PBB House lang. naisip ko lang bigla. haha.
i was with Charlie, Hans, Christelle and Joy. 2 Rooms, 1 for boys and 1 for girls. kasama din namen ang Victoria. tapos nanjan din si Mikaela. sa kanya nga galing yung pics.


nung umaga na. 1am naligo ang boys at mag3am na ang girls. 
gita-gitara. kantahan. habang nag-aantay.

masayang experience kaso nakakapagod. 
nandun yung mga leaders ng JIL pati si Sec. Joel, Ptr. Emil, Sis. Edith, may mga celebrity din. nakakapagod tumakbo pero masaya kase my purpose yung ginagawa mo at kasama mo yung iba pang tumatakbo para sa kinabukasan ng maraming kabataan.


ayan, 7am na natapos. ;)

kumaen pa kame sa McDo after nun by Kuya Victor.

masarap si pocari sweat. :D


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Love
Forgive
NeverGiveUp


Drowned in God's Grace.
~ A Boy whom God love, Jabes. 

BBS Myrtle

I can say that this season of Pinoy Big Brother Teen Edition has the most hated Big Winner. The Cosplay Cutie of Ilo-Ilo, Myrtle. this is actually the first PBB Big Winner that i expected to win. YES! I'm a supporter. there's thousands of HATERS on twitter, facebook and everywhere. but let me speak out my side regarding my support for Myrtle.


1st of all, the Pinoy Big Brother doesn't choose who will be the Big Winner but the voters.
so if you have enough votes to win, you will win. its not about who's real or who's the best, blah. blah.blah. its about those who believe in the person.


I can say that I can relate to myrtle while she's inside the house. I mean, in some point I found myself in her (naks naman.) she keeps something in herself, she pretends, she did not say it all. in my opinion, I can say that everyone inside the house pretends and hides something, maybe others are good at it, they hid their's in smiles. well WHO CAN SAY that THEY'RE REAL AFTER ALL?

i believe that she won because many filipinos relate to her. they also find themselves in part of Myrtle's character. that's her. SHE'S REAL BECAUSE she's afraid. she didn't try to be liked by everyone. and not because SHE'S DIFFERENT, SHE'S NOT REAL. 

She's just amazing. she's talented. cosplayer, singer, dancer, a leader.
we have the same opinion about love. even people knew that I have a fallen in that 4-letter-word, i pretend. too young to be in love. she's weird and i guess only open minded people understands her. 


and guess what her personality type is.. INFJ. we're under the same personality type.
but still we're different. :D


Congrats Myrtle! :D


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