It's amazing how we can put into words our feelings, how adjective modify simple words to make it more meaningful. How simple sweet messages make someone delight. We use wordplay and metaphors. We combine English and Filipino language. We mix things up a little to bring extra effort to our craft.
We know that we're inspired. In a good way, or maybe in a bad way. We complain and argue, we nag and tease for pretty much everything. But it's more meaningful when it comes to this special thing (or someone) that's occupying your time and energy for awhile now. There's a incomparable smile in our faces and it stands out.
And to tell you honestly, I don't know the right words to fill up the blank space in front of me. I just want to express the tangles in my heart that builds up everything that we've been through. I bet you already know where I'm going.
I just want to express my gratitude to God, for your life, Jasmin. Because it's amazing to think how everything falls into the right place at the right time. It's amazing how friendship are build at the perfect moments. It's fascinating how time and our actions collide into perfection. I'm just using the word 'perfection' for that 'exact timing' as I understand it.
Well. We've been though lots of stuffs and we're just in the beginning. This is a process. Things has been working good as for this moment and unveiling revelations from us. One step at a time. It will be fun and full of adventures. I pray God will guide us as we allow Him to be the center of what we have. Let's enjoy this. Okay?
//Okay?!
//sebajisoka
Last Independence day, the Jesus Is Lord Church Norfil - Muntinlupa had an outdoor swimming at Sairaya Quezon. We're around 60 people riding 4 van. I spend the night before at church. I didn't sleep. We have some talks about basketball and poop during the night.
It's a long lonely ride. I don't have super friends with me and I sat in front. My friends and other youths were on the other vans. To keep myself busy while on the road. I imagined a car chase with the other vans and also the race. But while waiting to be the first, I fell asleep. And we're last to arrived at the resort.
First, we fix our things and we prayed for the food so we can eat our breakfast. Exchanging and passing of dishes was the thing. And then, we started to go after the waves. There are pink and blue JELLYFISH! And I'm waiting for spongebob. there's a possibility he's out there somewhere.
The kids were swimming around but a shokoy starts jellyfishing and then throwing it all at us. It makes us all itchy all over our body. So, we went back at the base and spend minutes at the showers and finding medicine for the itchything.
That was the time, we decided to swim on the pool rather than the beach. We played many games with them all and sure we had fun. Time passed by, we know that it's noon. So, we ate. We had some picture taking around the place and we went back to the beach and starts passing by the kawayan bridge as we adore God's creation.
We had some digging and burying and later, we went back to the pool. We played cheering squad and other stuffs but latur. We tried recording our stunts. Air walk, jumpshots and my favorite: CANON BALL. (I learned this from spongebob squarepants' Patrick) Latur on, everyone's doing it.
It's a day, we showered and chang our clothes, ate some food and take some pictures and we went home. Again, due to no-sleep-thursday, I mostly slept on the van on our way home.
Photo Credit: Denise and Charlie.
//ChurchOutdooratSariayaQuezon
//sebajisoka
Last week is the week where Sunday school teachers, KKBs and some childrens work together for this Daily Vacation Bible School that held at JIL Norfil.
From Monday to Friday, the teachers and staffs did everything to make the children's vacation memorable in the presence of the Lord. It's a fun week where we cut our papers and do some technical stuffs. I also taught my assistant my role and the things that I worked into.
It's a great bonding time as well with the future of the KKBs and undeniably, they're great. They're funny and their love for God exceeds and overflows through their actions.
//DVBS2015
//sebajisoka
We loved to count the streak. We loved to see winning-streak and hated losing-streak. We want the consistent win in any aspect of life. In career, family, love and spiritual life. Consistency is our goal and today is the 3rd year anniversary of the craziness. Head over heels beybe.
Well, It's been 3 long years and I'm looking forward for more years. I discovered many things and will discover more. I've been through a lot. I've been through many cloud-problem-solving and asking people what to do but yeah. I survived. I've been praying and working on this for yes, three years. And now, I can see and feel that answers to my prayers were on it's way.
It's been 3 long years and I didn't stopped. I pause but I didn't stopped. I recall the replays but I never gave up. Tomorrow's on it's way and light may turn into dark. Yeah. This not-giving-up thing will never be put in vain.
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//Three
//sebajisoka
I was assigned again to our prayer meeting the past week, I was assigned for Friday but for some reason, they put me on Tuesday. And It makes me rush on reviewing the Word that I would share.
God leads me to the story at the sea, again, it's about Jesus walking on the water. And Peter as well, walking on the water where he fell. And what I admire in the story is when peter challenged Jesus to allow him to walk straight to Him on the water. Then, Jesus simple accept the challenge by simply saying "come". The camera turns to peter as it's his turn to respond to the call. He stepped out of his comfort zone and amazingly he walks on water, and went to Jesus but he saw the winds, the waves and he began to fall. Just like us, when we take risks in our faith to Christ. When we make some special effort that we need to step out of our familiar zone, when we're receiving more of Him. We doubt and begin to fall.
Peter called out "Lord, save me" as he slowly fall into the water where he previously overcome. Then, the hand of Jesus saved him from drowning.
Pain, suffering and the unknown.
1 thing I know is, when we call upon His name. He will surely come in to the rescue and will leave us speechless of what we experienced and saw.
Of all the challenges and the doubt we throw at Christ. There's this response that he made. He invite you to come.
Would you now, response?
//JesusWalksOnWater
//sebajisoka
'cause the sun will shine up there
and the winds will wave the sea
with what we have will stuck up
until we make it through
When things makes no sense
where would I pick you up
to connect and be alive
once again
The fire will burn hearts
As passion breaks it's silence
pounding the failures away
with fists made for fighting
Can you please tell me your plan?
As you see, I cannot take it anymore
I'm tired of these failures
will it turn out great, just like them.
Just like their stories?
Inspiring ones
motivating ones.
Is there a recovery tool for this?
Or just anything, so I can make it through this.
Well? Everything will surely continue to move forward
A step at a time
But me?!
Maybe, I'll just wait.
//sebajisoka
I've been waiting for this day since, August of last year and it's here. It's finally here. The time has come and I need to prepare myself for many things. Many people may wonder as I speak out the truth and what I've been going through, though my office mates knew about it even before and some close friends as well but it's time to broadcast everything. There's no need to hide because it will be legal now.
No, I'm not a drug addict or having a crisis with my identity.
I'm pursuing my dreams by trying new things, I may sing a song or make a video blog. There are things that is on my list, or should I say everything on the list should be accomplished. There's no time to lose and I hope everything will be perfect. I need to do more and be more.
It should be the best, because one day I'll tell this journey and it will have some sparkles. Some flying colors. Well, I've prayed for this for how many years and here it comes. And just for the record, I'm talking about lifetime. Yes. Whatever I'm referring in this blog is spending lifetime with.
I know I'm vague.
or
You have the idea.
//ThisDay
//sebajisoka
