Pretending..

I keep pretending to be sick and busy just to get away with lots of things
I wanted to get away with something that I'm not sure of
I think I'm fooling all of them, my team, the management

Taking credits is my thing, I always say that I've made the right decision
I never really wanted this job and it sucks being stuck here
I became anxious as the day goes by

I felt like I'm not doing enough
There's so many changes
And everyone's seems to be leaving and finding out my escapes

What should I do now?
Even the teammates that I have trust with is questioning everything
This is so messed up.

And I'm not sure what to do next.


//sebajisoka