Wenzy

After the worship service in our church I went to Starmall Alabang to meet my long distance best friend that I met through a SMS-clan, wena/wenzy. She's from Batangas. She messaged me last Monday that she want to meet me this June, before she turns 20.

Naghanapan kame sa Starmall and we find it little awkward dahil ang tagal namen bago nagkita ulit. we went to the cinema pero wala kameng napiling movie. naglakad kame sa kahabaan ng Starmall to Festival Mall.

She find the train cool as she saw it inside the Festival Mall. I don't exactly remember what we talked about. nakakatuwa lang at ang kalma nya. ako naman tahimik. parang di ako. we went to the cinema, bought tickets. Nakasalubong ko pa si Cheng at ang kanyang boyfie na dun ko lang nalaman na kalapit bahay lang namen at narerecognize nya ko. FAIL! 
konting chika lang and we say goodbye! 

Si wena naman, bumili na pala ng ticket kaya nawala, di ko man lang sya napakilala kila cheng but anyway. maaga pa kame for the movie so we went to shopwise to shop for food! I found out na takot sya sa escalator. HAHA! we bought Pic-A and Stick-O and drinks. we went upstairs again to watch BROMANCE! Laughtrip lang yung Movie. Havey na Havey! 

After the movie, di pa namen naubos yung Stick-O, nag-ikot-ikot lang kame for a while sa Pixie Forest and nagPhotoshoot! 

The evangelism challenge. XD

we talked about many things and then hinatid ko sya sa sakayan pabalik ng Batangas. I feel blessed to see her again! Its a funny day tho! 

//Wenzy
//DFOG
//sebajisoka

Ricardo Sanchez in New Life

Today, I went to Starmall to just browse for books, I saw Sen. Manny Villar in the mall while I'm walking around it. and then few minutes later, I went to ATC with a friend to cross out one of life-goal. we then went to madrigal business park while she's reading my journal (and that's crazzzeyy!). and then we went to New Life to meet Ricardo Sanchez. He had this Worship Concert. I'm with those people on the picture.

Ricardo Sanchez have this wonderful testimony. He didn't just share his music to us. but even his experiences. His life. It's a wonderful night for us. I learned that there's no professional christian, we, all long and thirst for more of Jesus. He told us to MOVE FORWARD 'cause IT'S NOT OVER and as we received victory or when in times of trouble we need to SHOUT IT LOUD. there's no place like this, in God's presence. for HIS PRESENCE IS HEAVEN TO ME. HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD! 

"The devil knows your name and calls you by your sin, but the Lord knows your sin, and calls you by your name"

//ATC
//Chatime
//MadrigalBusinessPark
//sebajisoka

Inside My Bag!

Wherever I go, I never go alone, I'm always with my bag. and If you are courageous enough that you will take a journey inside my bag. go on and face the dreadful meaning of life when I saw you! KIDDING! You really know me if you already know what's inside my bag.

As a feeling writer, frustrated blogger, enthusiastic photographer/videographer and keen graphic designer. I should live my everyday life learning and exercising inside the scope of those fields. You can see my backpack filled with things that will help me grow.

My violet Ballpoint pen! I couldn't write anything without his small  but terrible tool.

My purple highlighter, I need this when I'm reading books. wise words should be highlighted!  

My notebook-diary, this is where my violet pen always land. it is filled with thoughts, realizations, poems and secrets. 

My Planner-Daily Journal notebook. I write things that happened in everyday of my life.

Books for Inspiration, knowledge, growth, reference, learning, development and improvement. they're not just for reading or recreation, they're for life-application. Hi-5 to those great authors that inspired me and helped me through their books and also to those who lend/gave me those. and to me who bought some of them.

My wallet, filled with things hoped for! I need money to explore but sometimes its not really a big thing when you have nothing. You can still write or take photos without money but .. neh! never mind. XD

My earplugs. I need some musical inspiration for writings and taking photos. with this, some shots or things that I write comes to life especially when the music fits the situation.

My Tablet, as a music source, sound recorder. Sometimes, when situation won't allow me to write, I just whisper to the mic and blow what's on my mind as if they're script from a script writer. I also use this for recreation whenever my mind is not on the mood. 

My phone, for distraction! HAHA! in some cases it helps me to write more, its a source of many things tho! It is also a source of best hangout places to write with.

My camera and videocam, to capture moments. explore creativity through photography/Videography. and a storage of cool graphics in the streets and/or some parks and places. 

And I also bring these stuffs:

Protection for my paper-techy stuffs when bad whether came or just in case my bag gets wet!

A friendship bracelet. I really don't know why I include this. maybe I just find this cute when it's in my wrist. it reminds me that I'm not alone. :)

Extra Shirt for extra perspiration. 

Umbrella as sunblock (I don't want darker skin! HAHA!) and raindrop bloc. and Its purple!  

Glasses for additional fashion as a writer, photographer or whatsoever.

We should live our everyday life a one step closer to our dreams


"Commit to the LORD whatever you do, and he will establish your plans."

Proverbs 16:3 NIV

//InsideAWeirdosBag
//IHopeSomeoneFindThisUseful XD
//sebajisoka

Affected Much?

Yes! Affected ako, kaya ganito ako! di ko lang naisip na mangyayare to.
nakakagulat lang, sobrang unexpected, di ko maintindihan.

nung nakaraan kase, I went to festival mall to talk to a friend. dun dapat kame sa McDonald's. pumunta akong maaga sa mall, (which is ganun naman talaga ako pagwala akong ibang appointment eh maaga ako.) para makapagexplore at magliwaliw sandali.
nung dumarating na ang oras ng kitaan namin, pinuntahan ko na yung meeting place namen.

I tried talking to people kung anong nangyare? Kung bakit ganun? pati yung kaibigan ko tinanong ko. pero isang tao lang naman ang alam kong makakasagot sakin. 'Yung guard ng McDo. kaya daw pala sarado ang ground floor ng McDo sa festi gawa ng renovation at kaya sarado yung sa 3rd floor kase daw ayun yung gagawing daanan papunta dun sa ginagawang extension ng mall.

ang hirap lang iGrasp na sarado yung McDonald's sa festi. :(
sobrang unexpected, nakakagulat.

//Meaty
//sebajisoka

I Still Remember

I'm about to turn my back from that glamorous night
sparks fly, butterflies in stomach
I am extremely happy, yes! I'm overwhelmed that I did my part
in this memorable moment
my heart's jumping up and down

where's my mask? I can't hide my smile.
help! no one should see me.
I found a remedy. It's time to go home.
I say 'good-byes' to everyone I know
now, outside the orbit of the celebration

Didn't know she's there, standing
I said my farewell to her
she said her farewell to me and everyone I'm with
but in split second, I have lots on my mind
I didn't understand it right away
but I don't want to leave without her personal words to me

in that same second
I knew I have to accept the fact that It will not happened
and then, I hear her voice calling my name
everything slows down
the fact that I know is now an assumption 
it is now a lie

I turned my head back to her
and I look directly into her eyes
she's smiling. 
waiting on her next words. I aflutter.

"..."

she said simple words. yet meaningful.
it came from her own voice
from her own thoughts. 

I turned around glad.
walking through the roads of darkness without a word 
but smiling.
I'm overwhelmed.


//ThatNight
//sebajisoka

Coffee Float and French Fries Match Up 2 (Improved: Now with Chicken Fillet)

I have a long conversation with a friend. it happened that she will buy some stuffs in the bookstore and I have to tell her something. so, we went to a mall. hmm..  where else? XD

She waits for me in the mall while searching for the things she needed. I think she stayed in the bookstore for about 15 - 20 mins. 
This time, we didn't asked each other where to go. we both know!

we're thinking of staying, eating and story-telling. so we did.
we placed the stuffs that she bought in a long table inside the children's party area.
(same place as the first) we've planned for our orders.
Its funny to think that it really takes time for us to finalize our meal.
If it is for dinner or not.

we bought Coffee Float, Medium Fries and Chicken Fillet with Rice from paparapapap.. Love ko 'to. while the table is at mess because of our things. we begun to pray for the meal then we eat. we faced each other and start the chat.

I don't know how it starts but she borrowed my Tablet and she browse some things in it and she, I begun to share and ask questions.

I shared about me, what I see, what I feel, what I realize, what I believe in.I shared my disappointments, my burdens, my discouragements, my heartaches and pain? she shared about hers, her version of mine or..

She shared about her, what she sees, what she feels, what she realizes, what she believes in. She shared her disappointments, her burdens, her discouragements, her heartaches and pain?I shared about me, my version of her's.

neeh.
We just giggled and munch.
We just laugh and sip.
We just shared and bit in our chicken.

we begun digging deep as we talk about our lives.
we also discuss about today's issues and updates in both of our lives.
mostly, we talked about our feelings for each other. I mean, our feelings, although at 1st we're finding ways on how we will understand our conversation. but unlike before, we're comfortable, thanks to the initial convo we had the last time.

we have new goals, new perspectives and new excitements. 
although we forgot to do the "I swear/I promise" handshake our specific topics such as place and/or person will stay only inside that Mall's McDonald's.

Its a really long talk that we're shocked that the night caught us having a coffee together. and we even forgot about that we had Ketchup on our table.
This will be normal for us. See how the Coffee Float, French Fries and Chicken Fillet with Rice make us stay in the restaurant?! HAHA!

that's the highlight of my day.

I feel blessed to have her!  

Teeho!

//SH
//sebajisoka

500th

I don't really know what's with this 500th Blog of mine, but I think It's a Internet milestone?   and it's something to celebrate about. Happy 500th Mevon! :)
It's been a long journey for me, I guess? HAHA! It's good to know that I consistently consistent writing for this blog! Yihaa! :)

I don't know what else to share..
Maybe, I'll just share this video about my summer! 

//IncredibleSummer
//TestingsTrialsOvercomed
//SummerTime
//sebajisoka