Birthday Concert

I attended ate Joanne's 30th Birthday Cincert in our church entitled Serenade. She's the wife of the son of my church pastor, basically her daughter-in-law. And the celebration is totally different from what I used to attend. Simply because it's a birthday concert and they ministered to us all through songs of worship. I was assigned in the multimedia and was blessed upon seeing just the program blows me away.

From the songs that she sing in her childhood to her teenage life, her highschool and adulthood melodies also her devotions and married life songs were shared to us. We heard the performances of her fellow ministers in Greenhills JAM/VIA and they render mash ups of some timeless praise and worship songs.

I'm so blessed. I'm actually speechless.
Happy 30th ate Joanne! :)

//BirthdayConcert
//sebajisoka

1st Month

This is the last day of the first month of the 2015. And I heard somewhere that most new year resolutions doesn't last up to February. It is because New needs to fit with something new. You know, It's not a new year anymore, it's just another year.

Well, I have done some goals for each day which I don't want to call a resolution but I have no choice because it's really a resolution. I remember Bo Sanchez during an interview on ANC's Headstart with Karen Davilla, he said that our decisions were based on emotions. Every dicision is based on emotions and we then add some logical things to support that emotion-based-dicision. I'm just sharing this because of my daily - weekly - monthly and yearly goal and to be honest some goals. I failed but it doesn't mean I'll stop.

Here are the goals that I achieve and almost achieved:

• 4 Blogs per week - 16 Blogs per month. (And this is the 16th blog! yey me!)
• 8 Glasses of water everyday
• Daily - Written - Devotion
• 10 Jumping Ropes and Sit-ups. (Additional 10 more per day. Current Record: 240)
• Read a book
• Listen to a preaching everyday
• Design and Edit Pictures using Photoshop
• Create a Video on Premiere/After Effects
• Less fat foods

Things that I failed at:

• Wake up at 7am
• Write a Novel
• Practice a speech
• Write a Teaching/Preaching type of devotion

Well, I might add some goals this February. I'm having tons of ideas. Yeah! Pray for me! :)

//1stMonth
//sebajisoka

Inspiration Effect

I watched a video entitled Inspiration by Jake Roper, the man behind Vsauce3, and it amazed me as he blabber some of his thoughts about inspiration. It got me thinking about it. And I have this question in my head..

How does inspiration affects your actions?!

When we're inspired. We do crazy art and catchy songs. When we're inspired, we create things, we put some effort, we're happy and results are always.. The best of us. 

Because a part of us has been peeled and has been fused with our creation and It makes us who we are, it represent us to those who seen or heard or read your masterpiece. Because we have an inspiration that pushes us to do something big, something glorious, something that we call 'mine'.

Laaavaaa Laaamp

//InspirationEffect
//sebajisoka

Little Girl

There's this little girl in our neighborhood that is so cute and somehow annoying. She's so Daddy's girl. Whenever we didn't agree to what she wants, she will rant "Isusumbong kita sa Daddy ko!" It scares me at some point because I'm guilty in disagreement with her wants.

As she often say that and as I was reading this Captivating by Stasi and John Eldredge, I realized the kind of relationship she has with her father. She knows her standing, she knows her Daddy. She knows what he can do and she just have to say the endearment, sure she has his father's hand.

Same with our Heavenly Dad. Do you know your standing? Do you know him? Do you know what he can do for you? Do you call on his name whenever there's something unpleasant happen?

This is the kind of relationship we need with our Big Daddy in Heaven.

//LittleGirl
//sebajisoka

Let's Write

Tonight, I'm a writer. And I'm writing from deep inside of me. Using those sweet but weird nerve that tangles my heart into the end of it. Simply because I love the way it is. The way that the sun spread light to the sky that makes it blue. And it amazes me that the night makes me, as well, blue. Because emotion that can stir in each one of us making us united. United as a band, a band that bonds us together for one cause. For one desire that we know it's worth fighting for. 

Because I love how you play a trick on my mind.  How you make me feel in awe. For you make my mind blow. As your heart glows in the darkest night of all. As you pick up the broken pieces of the glass that you break. No one noticed the brokenness. It's nothing obviuos of your hiding. And yeah, it's amazing.

Please wave at me. I'm starving for this attention from you. Whenever you ignore me it breaks me. We can't turn back time. But this time is sacred, for everything is falling into the right place at this perfect time and nothing can put a flame in the middle that no one can pass.

Because you spill it all out. The blood and the guts. With the thoughts on a blank page and the heart on the pen. Shaking the massive walls for your dreams. Nothing can stop you. Believe me, you make my head shake and my eyes wide open. 

I don't know what else to say but tonight, I'm a writer. 

//LetsWrite
//Goodnight
//sebajisoka

Career Choice

Pwew. I'm stucked. Blames all over me and I don't know where to start again. To start all over again. I quit my job last year and I still have no job today. What a mess. I tried planning for future like what career and what I wanted to do. Well, all requires a degree. 2 years in college with this semi-popular course will bring me nowhere to my dreams. I think?!

I tried call center. I didn't love it. I pull up as many as information and deals that I can get but sorry, money is not the reason for this career choice of mine. Some thinks it's selfishness, but I don't want to spend my life to the job that I don't absolutely love. I don't want to be stuck in the career that is away from my purpose. 

It got me lazy. No job. Always at home. Poor. 

I tried sponsorship. Bringing ads to my site for some income. Because as you know. I want to be a writer and a businessman. What does it take then?!

I need some help. 

//Tambay
//BlaBla
//CareerChoice
//sebajisoka

Wala na si lola.

Wala na ang lola ko. Ang paborito kong lola. Iniwan na niya kami. Ang sakit lang kasi siya 'yung takbuhan ko pagpinapagalitan ako ng magulang ko. Kampi siya sa'kin palagi eh. Mahal na mahal niya 'ko. Kaso wala na. Namaalam na siya. Wala na kong lolang matatakbuhan pagpinapalo ako nila mama o pagwala akong pambili ng kendi.

'yung sandalan ko. Paalam lola. Miss na miss na po kita. Pero alam ko namang masaya ka jan sa langit kapiling ang mga anghel at syempre si Lord.

Ilang taon na ang nakalipas nang mawala ang lola ko. Pero sino nga ba ang may sala? Ang alam kong mga akusado sa pagkamatay ni lola ay ang mga sumusunod:

Cancer

Si Lolo

Sigarilyo

Nagbebenta ng Sigarilyo

Gumagawa ng Sigarilyo

Alak

Lasenggero kasi si Lolo nung nabubuhay pa siya. Tumigil lang siya sa pagyosi at paginom nung nakaratay na siya't may nararamdaman, siya rin mismo ay nagkaroon ng Cancer na pati ang Lola ko ay nagkaron. Siguro masasabi kong sa pagsasama ng  Lolo't Lola ko eh, 'yung usok na nalalanghap ni lola ang nagdulot sa kanya na magkaron nitong cancer.

Ayoko ng manisi ng kung sino sino pero ang sarap lang isip. 'yung thought na..They stick together 'til their last breath, na higit 'yung pag-ibig nila kesa sa bisyo at anumang pisikal ng karamdaman, na kahit alam ni Lolang hindi mabuti ang alak o paninigarilyo sa kalusugan nila,at 'yung katotohanang mahirap pigilan ang bisyo eh, hindi pa rin sila naghiwalay at tiniis ang mga negatibong bagay hanggang sa huli.

Ganun ba talaga ang pag-ibig?

//asdfghjkl

//WalaNaSiLola

//sebajisoka