5 Centimeters per Second

I watched another movie again, but this time, it felt familiar.

I watched it at SM Muntinlupa, which honestly made the experience more comforting compared to watching in Sta. Rosa.  

This time, I watched 5 Centimeters per Second by Makoto Shinkai. The live-action one.

I almost forgot what actually happened in the movie, but somehow, the feeling stayed with me all these years. And as I watched it again, the memories slowly came back scene by scene. 

The movie still hits the same. Quiet. Haunting. Beautiful.

There’s something about Makoto Shinkai films that make ordinary moments feel heavy in a good way. The distance, the silence, the passing of time—it all feels too real.

It’s a good movie.

I love it.

//sebajisoka

March

Small Changes, Quiet Seasons

Lately, life has been full of small adjustments.

Not the dramatic kind that suddenly changes everything overnight, but the quiet ones that slowly make life feel lighter, healthier, and a little more manageable.

Schedule Change

After being on the graveyard shift for a long time, my manager finally transferred me to the morning shift.

Honestly, I’m really grateful for it.

I still have a Sunday shift, which is not ideal as I will miss the Victory Group, but overall, this setup is much better for my health. My body has been struggling with the night shift for a while now, especially with the recent lab results that needed attention.

 

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Church Alone

There was a time I went to church alone.

Usually, we’re together as a family, especially with Kean around, so it felt different.

Quieter.

Less distractions.

Since Kean stayed home, I was able to focus more during worship and really listen to the Word.  

Not that I don’t enjoy being with my family there, because I do, and I missed them during that time.  

It reminded me that worship feels different when your mind is fully present.

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Badminton Mornings

We’ve also been playing badminton here in San Pedro, Laguna.

Several Saturday mornings already.

It’s fun, exhausting, and honestly something I didn’t expect to enjoy this much. I’m not even good yet. It's my wife who's really good. 

 

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Kean Started Playschool

We enrolled Kean in playschool.

To be honest, the first few days were hard for him. Everything was new. New people, new environment, new routines. There were tears and loud cries.

It's hard to watch, but as he goes by, when he's feeling better, being familiar, it's beautiful

It’s weird seeing Kean slowly become more independent in a way. You feel proud and emotional. 

Date at Sobra Café

We also had a date at Sobra Café.

Just the two of us.

We left Kean at home so we could spend some quiet time together. 

And honestly, we needed that. We need moments like this as a couple. 

 

The food was good and it's Sobra. 

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Birthday Celebration at BGC

We celebrated my mom and dad’s birthdays at Six Doors in BGC.

Buffet. Unlimited food. It was good.

We spent time eating together, talking, laughing, and just enjoying the day as a family. After that, we went shopping for clothes for them, grabbed coffee, and walked around BGC for a bit.

They also got to ride the car, which made the trip more fun.

 

Photo Dumplings

//sebajisoka

February

Lab Result Got Better

After a month of discipline, diet adjustments, and taking my medicine seriously, my lab results improved.

Not perfect. But better. I was devastated at first because at first the result got worse after all the things that I did. To my surprise, I gave the doctor incorrect data. 

We adjusted almost everything this past month. The food I eat. The portions. The timing. Even the medications. It hasn’t been easy. This is still a long road, but at least now I know it’s working.

Hoping for better results next time.

LeadCon

We had the chance to attend LeadCon again.

This time, we left Kean at home so we could fully immerse ourselves. No distractions. Just listening, taking notes, reflecting.

The focus was on evangelism and discipleship. It was a good reminder to live our lives in reaching out to the lost intentionally. To multiply.

Sometimes you don’t realize how much you need that until you’re there.

Ocean Park – Valentine’s Day

On Valentine’s Day, we chose family time. 

We went to Ocean Park. Just us, walking around, watching marine life, letting Kean explore. Me too, I enjoy it since it has interesting fish I didn't know existed. 

I’m happy that Kean's comfortable with crowds. My only struggle? Kean is so makulit.

Once he sets his eyes on something, that’s it. No one can stop him. He wants all the toys. play all the arcade games. And of course, only the machines with prize gifts.  

It was tiring. But it was a good kind of tired. 

Went to Joshua’s – Bulacan

First time dropping by in Bulacan with KIA Sonnet. We visited Joshua’s home, and it felt good to see almost everyone complete again. There’s something different when friendships continue even outside the church. (Well, we attend different churches now)

They’re a fun company to be with. Easy laughter.  

It was also nice meeting Joshua’s wife and kid. We’re all in different seasons now, but somehow still connected. I’m grateful I get to be part of that circle.

Kean’s First Haircut

After two years, Kean finally had his first haircut.

Two years of curls. Two years of “sayang.” Two years of delaying it. It's kinda sad, I miss his long hair but it's fun because her granda cried. Hahhaa!

//Feb

//sebajisoka

January

January wasn’t easy. It came in heavy. We lost our beloved Shiro.

1.7.2025.

It still feels unreal, no more fur floating around, no one's welcoming us anymore whenever we arrive. The house feels different now, quieter, emptier.  

 

Sunflower

Our company kick-off party at Shangri-La Hotel happened during this time. I met new faces, saw old workmates again, shared laughter, amazing food, and conversations. Seeing our boss, so warm, kind. This reminded me how blessed I am to be part of this company.  

Isabela

Because of a sudden adjustment in my schedule, we were able to push through with a family trip to Isabela, with both my family and my in-laws. More than a 10-hour drive, the longest one yet for the Kia Sonet. Zigzag roads that tested our patience and driving skills at night. We were on the road all night, Papa and I taking turns driving, fighting off sleep by eating a lot of nuts.

Find Kean

While there, we attended a couple’s birthday party—simple, warm, and full of familiar faces. Nothing grand, but enough to make the long drive feel worth it.

Double Jollibee Party Day

The day started early.

Hannah’s Birthday Party

9:30 AM at Jollibee Madrigal. I was happy to see my churchmates and the VG group there. It felt familiar. I joined the games (because I was forced), laughed a lot, and somehow ended up winning a Starbucks GC. Let's freaking go!

Then came the second round.

Rayna’s Birthday Party

1:30 PM, same place. Tine is coming back with her family and her baby. I joined the games again and I was forced again… and lost this time. We danced budots in a shameful way possible. We were there with Cath too, just enjoying the chaos, the noise, the kids. 

Got a new lovely lens. 

I thought my camera broke. Well, it kind of did. The flash isn’t working properly anymore, and that honestly made me sad.

So I started looking for a new camera. I was already getting drawn in, convincing myself, until reality kicked in and I realized I couldn’t afford it.

Instead, I bought a new Sigma lens and a detachable flash.

Nice.

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In the middle of all of this. My lab results came back.

They were a problem;
I need to take action now. No excuses. No delays. I was talking to my doctor and it's sad. He told me to take the steps to change my lifestyle because my life will not be long if I continue my habits.

So I have to change.

My lifestyle.
My food choices.

I'm taking tons of medications and there are tons of side effects. I can’t keep eating like nothing’s wrong. I can’t keep using food as comfort while ignoring the consequences. I can't forget what the doctor told me: use food as a tool, not a reward. 

Dumplings:

  

 //sebajisoka

Shiro

Thank you for lending us your time.

For being there for us. 

For making noise, for guarding our home, and for being a constant source of joy.

We love you. You were our first baby.

You left us too early, and we’re sorry that we couldn’t do anything more.

Thank you for playing with us—for that brief moment, you made Kean happy too.

I’ll miss hearing your bark.

We always slept peacefully, knowing you were there to protect us.

You’ve been a good boy.

Good night. 🐾🌙

//sebajisoka

TWENTY-TWENTY-FIVE

My 2024 Summary.

 

It's an elevated Spotify Wrapped!

MOMENT OF A DAY IN A YEAR:

When everything feels automated—when life becomes a cycle that keeps moving without pause—what do you do?

It’s a routine that’s been around for a long time. Breaking it feels impossible. It’s hard, exhausting even. And yet, somehow, the chain was broken, and everything began to change.

Breakfast is often filled with good things—hope, gratitude, small joys. But as the routine pushes toward lunchtime, things grow heavier. Decisions become tougher, challenges more complicated. Still, it always finds its way back to better moments. Being scammed was devastating, but receiving a new vehicle changed so much for us—it shifted our perspective and renewed our strength.

This year changed our lives. We were tested, stretched, and challenged, but God’s grace prevailed.

Dinner may seem like the end of the day, the final chapter—but God shook everything up, reminding us that endings can also be beginnings. 🌅🙏

BIBLE STORY OF THE YEAR

John 4:10

Jesus answered her, “If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water.”

THE LAST SONG:

These are the last songs I've played in the previous years.

2008: Declaration - David Cook

2009: Centerfield - Stellar Kart

2010: Your Name High - Hillsong United

2011: Happy - Ayiesha Woods

2012: Keep The Candle Burning - Point of Grace

2013: When You Call My Name - Vineyard Music UK

2014: Like the Sun - Stellar Kart

2015: Kung Wala Ka - Hale

2016: I Could Sing of Your Love Forever - Hillsong 

2017: Take Me Away - Lifehouse

2018: Saving Name - Mid-Cities Worship

2019: I Offer My Life - Don Moen

2020: Lay It Down - Victory Worship

2021: Lord of All - Victory Worship

2022: Stand by Me - The Peggies

2023: You Alone - Citipointe Worship

2024: A Song About Space - Reese Lansangan

2025: Silhouette - Kana Boon

A LOVE LIFE

I don't know why it's so hard to swallow our pride

And I don't know how many wrongs make a right

I don't know the reason, sometimes it just feels so good to cry

And I don't know which way the wind will blow

But you're here with me, and that's all I need to know

All I Need To Know - Thousand Foot Krutch

SPIRITUALITY. RELATIONSHIP. GOD.

In Your lavish kindness

I've been washed in grace

You're the God who loves me

Can't keep it to myself

I wanna shout Your story

I'm gonna sing Your praise

You're the God who's mighty

You set my heart ablaze

I will bless the Lord

I will bless the Lord at all times

At All Times - Victory Worship

 //sebajisoka

My Top Figures 2025

My Top Figures 2025

Shibuya Scramble Figure Sword Art Online 1/7 scale Asuna 

Loungewear version My Dress Up Darling Prize Marin Kitagawa

FiguartsZero - Naruto - FAZ

GRANDISTA  Metallic Naruto Prize Naruto

SH Figuarts  Naruto Action Figure Pain

Hobby Japan - Swimwear Ver. Rent-a-Girlfriend 1/7 scale Chizuru Mizuhara

T-most My Dress Up Darling Prize Marin Kitagawa Kuroe Shizuku

Good Smile Company My Teen Romantic Comedy SNAFU 1/6 Yukinoshita Yukino

S.H.Figuarts Naruto Action Figure Jiraiya

Azur Lane - 1/7 - Blue Sky Station SSSS.Gridman 1/7 scale Takarada Rikka