Is it too late?

I know that I shouldn't said that
You don't deserve it
and it pains me 
knowing how disgusting it was 

You can disown me and I'll never blame you

But I'm sorry, I regret it.
I know this is not enough
but I'll make sure to make up
with all that I know
with everything that I can

I'm sorry to all the things that I've said and done
To the way I act whenever I'm tired
or whenever I ignore you 
and all the unrecognized efforts

All I'm thinking was.. myself

I'm begging you, I wanted to change
And that's what I'll pursue 
It will be my peace offering
I will adopt your kind heart
And your calmness

I hope that you can look me in the eyes again with the words that you're longing to say and I'm waiting to hear..

//NotToLate
//sebajisoka