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Monday, May 27, 2019

We're on the End Game now.




22 Movies
11 years
1 conclusion for the MCU's Infinity Saga.

It has become the most loved franchise and the box office backs this up. They amazed us with those CGIs, made us laugh with those jokes in between battles scenes and they let us fall in love with our heroes (Even villain)

I've been following the Avengers for awhile now. Maybe, I'm not that of a hardcore fan, but I watched most of their movies. I jumped into the hype in the phase of Infinity war. I've watched all the possible theories since then, mixed it all up to produce my own theory, now we had the End Game that Doctor Strange told us. 

It's also the end to an era. We don't have the genius, billionaire, playboy philanthropist anymore, our Captain became old-man cap, we lost our Russian Spy, Black Widow. We will never see them together again. (Unless you know, Flashbacks? Multiverse? Who knows, it's a comic book movie)

If you ask me, it satisfies the hype. It brought us tears from the jokes and tears from the pain. As a fan, it was satisfying. It's worth the wait. The movie was beautifully crafted and it's a wonderful conclusion for this era. It gave us an ultimate flashback that represents what our heroes had been through and what we've been through. It all adds up to the overall emotion for the movie. 




I never appreciate Hawkeye that much until this movie, motivated by the events of what happened. He lost his family and became hungry to bring them back. Black Widow's sacrifice is one of the saddest part of the movie, what she did was of pure love for what she considered as family.



Hulk is very underrated, he struggled with his persona but now he has become the smart Hulk or the Professor Hulk - He was the one who managed to snap to bring everyone back. 


Thor might be a laughing stock but his character is an close-to-accurate picture of a person with depression. He's been through a lot. he lost his family, his kingdom and the chance to prevent Thanos from wiping half the universe. He's thirsty for revenge, they all did. 




Iron Man is the ultimate sacrifice and the ultimate source of tears. The final piece of the puzzle. The reason why they won. Thank you, Mr. Stark. 




Captain America is the MVP for this movie - He's more than the Super Soldier Serum. He has a very high moral standard and is willing to do whatever it takes to lead and win the battle. He yields and he is worthy. 

The overall battle scene was epic - what a great film. Thanks for everything!


Avengers, Assemble.


Photo Credits:

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx6tzuugsyg/
https://www.instagram.com/p/BxXykCJgXZe/
https://www.ubackground.com/wallpaper/films/avengers_endgame_chris_hemsworth_marvel_thor/22-0-18697
https://io9.gizmodo.com/one-of-avengers-endgames-most-incredible-scenes-is-now-1834644122

//sebajisoka

Thursday, April 18, 2019

We'll be just fine

Here am I, pushing myself to write
While feeling empty from the inside
How can I move on though
How can I write again

Is the passion, gone?
Should I let it go and search for a different output?

Well, I've been looking for a while now
Does anybody know?
Does anybody hear me?
Does anyone see the fire in my heart?

It feels empty
I don't know what I should do
I feel wrong

All  I do is to stare blankly at nowhere
While to all of these depressing song
Because I'm trapped
It feels like my hands were handcuffed

Heart so heavy
Everything is so confusing
I'm so tired. I just wanna rest.
And not to think about anything.

I'm sorry about this. This is just too random. We'll be fine, though.



//WellBeJustFine
//TakeMyHand
//sebajisoka

Wednesday, March 6, 2019

Ups and Downs

It's only March and there has been several Ups and Downs in my life.

Downs:

  • I showcased my salary increase presentation and I only got the lowest salary increase. 
  • I somehow lose interest in my passion because of the panelist' 
  • Our home almost burned down
  • I lose consciousness in just our 2nd destination
  • I got Amebiasis, that can really cause death

Ups:

  • I fight for my salary increase due to miscommunication and it was adjusted
  • We went to Bali, Indonesia and took a lot of pictures and videos
  • My family is safe
  • I never lost my consciousness throughout our trip up until now
  • I was cured from Amebiasis in just a week


Today, I'm planning for a business, understanding the priorities for my life, looking forward to the future.  

//UpsAndDowns
//sebajisoka

Burnin' Up

January 18, 2019

According to legend, our home was a 2-story structure but the 2nd floor was burned down by a fire. It was sad and scary. Today, we almost lose the 1st floor. 

It was nerve-wrecking.

Here's what happened. Me and my family were teasing and discussing about different things when suddenly, we heard a sparkle, from what I hear, it's 2 cats fighting over something, then suddenly, the fan that we're using was turned off. 

My brother, Israel, went to the living room to check what's happening. I stayed calm as I don't see or anticipate any danger. Then I heard him shout repeatedly "Sunog", then, my mom and I immediately rush to the living room to check and a fire from our electric switch welcomed us. 

I didn't know what to do. I was afraid that it might consume our whole house. 

I tried to pick up a drum of water and bring it next to the burning switch for a quick access to the water, but since it's an electric switch, pouring water might not be the best idea, so I waited for the go signal on what to do. 

My mom rushed in and out trying to bring as much as she can, my little brother, Egypt picked up the dogs for safety. My dad ran outside to call the firefighters. While waiting for help, my brother and I tried to pick up our valuables, the gadgets and some other things. I didn't bring much as I'm hoping that it will die out. 

We were shouting at each other as we give instructions for each other. People starts gathering outside our house. There are kind-hearted people that provides help, they went in and check what's wrong, we're assisting each other just to kill and prevent the fire from spreading. An old man also gave us a hand by providing a long water host that we can attach to the faucet. 




It's hard to look at it. I don't want to lose a home. 

After back and fort, the fire went from a chair-sized fire to a candle light fire. Someone helped us by cutting the wires so it won't spread through it. The firefighters took the Switch so they can analyze it and find out what happened.


It was fast-paced action. I managed to go to work though but I have never imagined myself in such situation, I never thought that losing our home, my family, my everything can be this frightening.



I was writing this piece few months back and I'm can't help myself but to tear a little. This is traumatizing. 

The good thing is God didn't let this slipped through. 

//BurninUp
//sebajisoka

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Twenty-Eighteen


My 2018 Playlist 

Sana - I belong to the Zoo
Sino - Unique
Midnight Sky - Unique
Kahit Ayaw Mo Na - This Band
Mundo - IV of Spades
Kathang Isip - Ben & Ben
Buwan - Juan Carlos
Dasal - Yeng Constantino
Negastar - Cathy Go
Ex - Callalily
Alon - Hale
Meron Nang Iba - Silent Sanctuary & Ashley Gosiengfiao
Tulad Mo - TJ Monterde
Bye Bye Na - Rico Blanco
Hanap-Hanap - James Reid, Nadine Lustre
Di Ko Kayang Tanggapin - Eevee
Misis Fely Nimfa Ang Pangalan - Itchyworms
Gusto Ko Lamang Sa Buhay - Itchyworms
Ayokong Tumanda - Itchyworms

Dancing On My Own - Calum Scott
How Deep is Your Love - BeeGees
Too Much Heaven - BeeGees 
Voices - Against The Current
Personal - Against The Current
Almost Forgot - Against The Current
Scream - Against The Current
Friendly Reminder - Against The Current
Honest - Thousand Foot Krutch
26 - Paramore
Pollen And Salt - Daphne Loves Derby
So Will I (100 Billion X) - Hillsong United
ILYSB - Lany
Safe - Victory Worship
Make Room - Victory Worship 
For Your Purpose - Victory Worship
Reign Forever  - Victory Worship
Lay It Down  - Victory Worship
Blessing and Honor - Victory Worship
Lost Without You - Victory Worship
Lead Me Onward - Every Nation Music
Pour Us Out - Every Nation Music
You Have My Heart - Every Nation Music



MOMENT OF A DAY IN A YEAR:

Okay! So I just woke up. Everything seems different but it feels the same. It seems like everyone is depressed. I just whispered a little prayer and I headed to the kitchen to have some breakfast, I got bacon and eggs, coffee and understanding of other's emotion and atheism. It seems like God has opened my eyes about those people that I hardly get in touch with. Today, I'm a close friend of a different faith.

I headed to some personal development and pursuing my passion in a milktea shop. I took some photos, studied technicalities and patterns. I had YouTube videos for lunch,  Photography for appetizer, videography for main dish and post-production for my dessert.

I get so busy and having some freedom and conflicts at the same time while working hard on some things. There are ups and downs, it's a pretty challenging afternoon. I heard heartbreaks for the first time from the closest to my heart and it breaks me, it breaks all of us and I pray that God will bring healing to the wounds and will show grace upon the hearts of those who are involved.

During night time, all I think about is how bad I am and how blessed I am. I had a wonderful and funny family, a loving girlfriend who does not give up on me and a God who never changes even though I did. This is what I had for dinner, a mix of awful tasting punching from life and heart changing challenges. How can I thank You more, God?

BIBLE STORY OF THE YEAR: 

Genesis 15
The Lord’s Covenant With Abram

10 Abram brought all these to him, cut them in two and arranged the halves opposite each other; the birds, however, he did not cut in half. 11 Then birds of prey came down on the carcasses, but Abram drove them away.

12 As the sun was setting, Abram fell into a deep sleep, and a thick and dreadful darkness came over him. 13 Then the Lord said to him, “Know for certain that for four hundred years your descendants will be strangers in a country not their own and that they will be enslaved and mistreated there. 14 But I will punish the nation they serve as slaves, and afterward they will come out with great possessions. 15 You, however, will go to your ancestors in peace and be buried at a good old age. 16 In the fourth generation your descendants will come back here, for the sin of the Amorites has not yet reached its full measure.”

17 When the sun had set and darkness had fallen, a smoking firepot with a blazing torch appeared and passed between the pieces. 18 On that day the Lord made a covenant with Abram and said, “To your descendants I give this land, from the Wadi[e] of Egypt to the great river, the Euphrates— 19 the land of the Kenites, Kenizzites, Kadmonites, 20 Hittites, Perizzites, Rephaites, 21 Amorites, Canaanites, Girgashites and Jebusites.”



THE LAST SONG:
These are the last songs I've played in the previous years

2008: Declaration - David Cook

2009: Centerfield - Stellar Kart
2010: Your Name High - Hillsong United
2011: Happy - Ayiesha Woods
2012: Keep The Candle Burning - Point of Grace
2013: When You Call My Name - Vineyard Music UK
2014: Like the Sun - Stellar Kart
2015: Kung Wala Ka - Hale

2016: I Could Sing of Your Love Forever - Hillsong 

2017: Take Me Away - Lifehouse
2018: Saving Name - Mid-Cities Worship


A LOVE LIFE


You are. My sunshine. My moon and my star. My everything. It's a cliche but you are my the all. My universe. How can I ask for more if you're more than enough. Thank you for making this year great, without you, it's just another year that passed. You're the one who brought colors to my empty world. Every year, you never fail to amaze me. No worries, maybe this year, just maybe, that I'll have the courage and resources to ask for more. To ask Him for more. To ask them for more. To ask you for more. Love yah. ♠


SPIRITUALITY. RELATIONSHIP. GOD

How can I repay You for this, with so little Lord that I have.


Make 2019 more than just a year. Let's turn our struggles to strengths!


//Twenty-Eighteen
//sebajisoka









Into the Time Vortex 2018

Well, that was.. uhmm. Pretty fast? 2018 just passed by, but still we have lots of happenings! Come on, join me as we enter the quantum realm and be sucked into the time vortex for an ultimate 2018 throwback!

Let's start with the 1st day of 2018!

Di ako sumunod sa kanya eh.

Happy Kid in Bacolod

#FakeCandid

1st travel of the year - Bacolod - Iloilo - Guimaras 

Pa-birthday kay RJ - Bounce

Play harder!

Another Kid

Some catch up

Team Chloe!

TL Chloe, one of the coolest TL that I've ever had. Too many emotions here. 
Lunch with my Victory family



Victory Weekend with the team

Declaration of God's goodness!  
Victory Weekend-ing



Flying this one big sky lantern in Taiwan

Visiting one of the temples in Taiwan 
Just having some fun with brothers



Add some power

Yes! It's our first time abroad and it feels good! 

New Team. Team Jello

Team "Building"

Our first sponsor! Zong Restaurant! - Visit them at Westgate alabang
Bookfair!


Jasmin's Day in MovieBNB

Acting normal

Lost for words


3 long years!

Intermediate photography

Victory's 20th anniv

With this fam!

TaskUs Happy Hour surprise guest: Itchyworms!

26th

Frankie's Baby


Team Dinner

Christmas "Party"

This year is also the year of great spending! 

I bought a new gaming laptop! Dell Inspiron 15 7000 Gaming

A new toy! DJI Spark 


Another toy, an underwater one, SJCam 4000 

♠ This year is the year we finally started a classic series, How I Met Your Mother
♠ We also cried in the 10th year anniversary of Marvel Cinematic Universe
♠ Boston Redsox won the World Series
♠ Boston Celtics almost went to the Finals without Kyrie and Hayward 


Indeed a great year!
Cheers to the next one!
And let's beat Thanos!


//sebajisoka