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Sunday, November 21, 2010

Inspired :D



♫walang kanta♪ 


what about me? nehh..




Raissa laurel 
     sinu xa?.  She was a victim of the Bar Exam Blast in Taft on September 26, 2010 and her legs were amputated because of a pillbox that exploded near her.
Despite what happened, she inspired us all with her beautiful heart and soul. She's a strong woman who continues to fight and reach for her dreams.

"I still want to become a lawyer =)"
... and nothing will ever stop her from becoming a successful lawyer!




Jessica Cox







Nick Vujicic







nothing is impossible if you want to achieve something.
Dream! Believe! Have Faith! Move!


amazed!
inspired!
speechless. Ü



Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up



iBLoG
I Believe Love and Obey GOD
sebajisoka.052.237.029
“inspired”

Friday, November 19, 2010

Minsan..

minsan may mga bagay na sobrang ikli..


Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up



iBLoG
I Believe Love and Obey GOD
sebajisoka.052.237.029
“lang magawa. ??”

Thursday, November 18, 2010

REHAB!

It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby, you're my disease

I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby, you're my disease


♫ Rehab ♪ Rihanna ♫


one of my first masterpiece in photoshop


what?! 
is that true?
my beloved Demi Lovato is in rehab now?
why? tell me?.
its an emotional breakdown?
its a physical and mental issues?


hope she's doin fine right now?
i know that you don't care at all but i'm a fan.Ü


and i hope she made a right decision.


I love Demi.♥



Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up



iBLoG
I Believe Love and Obey GOD
sebajisoka.052.237.029
“aw...”




Kase naman kase!

Papupulis kita, kasi
Ninakaw mo ang puso ko, naman kasi
Kuto ka ba? Kasi
Palagi ka sa ulo ko
Naman kasi
Apoy ka ba? Kasi
Alab-alab I love you
Magsalbabida ka nga
Kasi baka malunod ka sa pag-ibig ko
Kasi naman kasi
Mahal kita
Bagay tayong dalawa
Papicture nga
Pare mapadevelop kita
Hindi tayo tao, hindi rin tayo hayop
Bagay tayo, bagay talaga

♫Mahal Kita Kase ♪ Toni Gonzaga ♪ Original by Nicole Hyala My Amnesia Girl Theme Song ♫










i was walking in a road full of trees 3 months ago when i saw Tracii, she's the only beautiful thing in the world that time, her eyelashes moving up and down in slow motion and oh! those big gorgeous eyes.


     She's the only thing i know the night after that day and when i sleep she's running into my sweetest nightmares. sometimes i don't wanna wake up anymore but i realize that i must woke up, 'cause i want it to be real.


I've talked to a friend, i told her how beautiful Tracii is. well, Tracii is my favorite subject when i'm talking to her, and i guess she's so tired of listening to me.
one day, i go online and looked at her pictures, oh! her smiles makes me want to fall on the ground, her Pictures are featured on my head everyday, i looked up in the sky wishing you were mine.


i'm always on the mirror, talking to myself, practicing on how am i going to tell Tracii that i liked her.
i'm just fooling myself as i talk to the mirror,'cause i know with a girl in that face is like another galaxy besides milky way. in short, she's an act of wishful thinking or a dream that cannot be reach. and one more thing i've been practicing in the front of the mirror where i know in myself that i can't talk to her just to say i like her.


the day has finally arrived, i just saw her in this place, she's looking at me and she's getting closer, i just ignore it but deep inside this insane heart i want her to approach me. as she went closer i feel my heart pumping out. its funny to think that my heart was on the ground and as i pick it up she might be rolling on the floor laughing as i put it back on my chest. it may be disgusting as my blood pumps out.


as she talks, i can hear her sweet voice in a lovely melody and that lip gloss is blinding me, i don't know if i could survive in this shaking knees and wide open eyes. i must think before i make a move. too many sweat drop from my forehead its cool 'cause my heart is screaming inside.


hmm.. i can smell the fragrance of her breathe, watching her lips as she talks to me. she just leave me speechless and breathless.


i don't exactly remember what she told me, the only thing i remember was that moment was so sweet and beautiful.



Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up



iBLoG
I Believe Love and Obey GOD
sebajisoka.052.237.029
“so sweet. :D”

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

It's a TRAP!





this is what happen when you fall into a trap. LOL i enjoyed manipulating myself into a zombie.


SUNDAY
     after going to church, my friend sends me a SMS. she said that she's in the Festival Mall, as i reply to her i'm on my way to the mall. while looking at my phone and waiting for her reply, my spider senses are tinkling. it might be a set-up. a set-up for what?


HINDI AKO GALET!
     last Wednesday, Nov.10,2010.. my friends and i should have a roam.
the day before, i told them that if someone's late, he/she should forget me.
1pm everyone should be in the mall, i went earlier than the said time. i didn't stay in the meeting place to see if who will come first.
12:30... 




12:43...




12:58...




1:00pm




no one came, a sad look on my face. :((
but still i wait for about 15mins 'cause i know a friend is coming.
3 were absent, 2 were present 1 was late.
it is just annoying that no one from the 4 ever text us, that they can't come.


so a friend arrived. only the two of us. waiting for nothing.
i can't speak even i wanted to. we went home early as 3pm
in the middle of the irritating moment i text them.


"whoo!
i guess di naman talaga ako importante sa inyo.
sayang oras dapatnaglalaro ako ng Pokemon kasama ang pinakamamahal kong mga kapatid ngayon.
sayang effort, sayang load. sino nga ba ako para magset ng date, tapos assuming pa diba? okay naman sana e peo sana may nagtext.. wala bang load? di ba pwedeng makitext? my goodness!
e anu naman kung magalet ako dba?
ok din naman sana kung nagpunta e kahit late.. tsk..
bahala na kayo kung ano ang gusto nyong isipin.


thanks sa lahat..
olive you guys
God Bless"


a day after
       the two out of three text me, they say they were sorry. but didn't response.


the guy's text:
"hope maintindihan nyo kung bket di kme nakapunta.. may reason kme and wala naman sa vocabulary namen na indianin or i-ditch kayo. but them nagsosorry pa rn ako hope na maayos natin tong gusot na 'to:'|"


the girl's text:
   "sori ha! dka namin natxt tska d kami nakatxt la kasi load mga tao dito e! ngayon lang ako nakatxt kasi ngayon lang nagkaload si ate isipin muna gusu mu icpn la ko magagawa di naman kita masisisi kung magalet ka sken ng dmo man lang alam kung anu dahilan kng bkt di me nakapunta sori ha! d kc kmi 2lad mo na bnbigyan lage ng pera.. ***** to. bka may gusu kpa sbihin txt mu lang ako bka hindi ka pa kontinto sa mga pinagsasabi mu skn. sori ha! Nyt!"










- so its a trap, i went to the mall with a doubt on my head. i wondered why, she's in McDonalds? i thought she was alone? then i saw her with the guy, i stepped out. hide into somewhere so i could see them, then i text her na hindi na pala o punta. 
(i'm trusting the bestfriend of my enemy.. what kind of loser am i?)


i know her intentions was good
i told her everything that i felt that day
so she knows everything then she's TALKING to the one of the guys we were annoyed into?
in fact she's laughing with him.
is that a joke?


eto pa:


walang pansinan sa pasukan
talo talo na
bahala sila
walang pansinan 'to walang expain expalin.
manigas sila jan.
excited na ko magpasukan, excited na kong mang isnab
kelangan ng peace offering bago mapatawad, pero tatagal pa to ng ilang weeks para effective.


- few words from her about those guys.


i hold on to her messages, i believe in it..
but guess what? on the first day of class "they're frineds"
closer than what i think.. then i realize, it wasn't our fight after all, it was mine along the way.


i'm gonna post her name na..
she's anne, hindi ako galet sa kanya about what she does, it was her life anyway. makakapagtampo lang.
sobrang nakakapagtampo lang. hai.. ui, sorry for this ha?


i already forgive daryl.
i know that he really feel sorry.
and i appreciate his effort.


but for the other girl?
    neh... sana naman inisip mo kung ikaw na sa kalagayan ko no? baka matindi pa ginawa mo! tapos AKO BA MAY ATRASO SAYO? HANEP KA AH?! KUNG MAKATINGIN AT MAKAIWAS KA! PARANG SINIRA KO PAGKATAO MO! grabe. tska anu yun? pag ikaw mag-aantay bawal? ako ako ok lang tapos ok lang din khit hindi siputin?


nung nasa mall kame nung first day of class for the last sem.
iniisip ko ng umuwi.. kase napansin ko nakakasira lang ako ng araw. eto pa, nagsosorry kay anne nung nakaraang mga araw. anu yun, sa kanya ka lang mei kasalanan? what? naiinis lang ako lalo e. you made me feel that i'm NOT really important to you. buti na lang ngyare 'to ng maaga.. buti na lang nalaman ko agad.




i act foolishly
parang binatukan ako ni batista sa ngyare.
after all, ayoko pa din magsorry. kasalanan na bang mag-react pagkatapos ng hindi ako siputin?
kung oo, edi sorry!
kaso hindi e, bakit ba kase ako assuming?
alam ko namang ako pa ang lalapit sa kanila
para makausap sila.. hindi din naman magsosorry.




ayoko sanang i-post to e.
gusto ko lang ilabas. tsk.


reminder! wala akong sinisiraan! hindi ako naninira or backfighter. 
eto way ko nagpagsasabi ng nararamdaman e. pasensya na..





Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up



iBLoG
I Believe Love and Obey GOD
sebajisoka.052.237.029
“hmmm.... no comment..”


Monday, November 15, 2010

Project Discovering Myself v2.0 ♥Updated♥



















And i've been thinkin' about,
How i could scream it out loud,
Or paint a picture somehow,
A thousand miles long
And i've been tryin' 'till now,
These walls are freakin' me out,
Just need to let it all out,
And reach out,
Because sometimes, you can forget who you are

I'm tired of trying to make it,
I've spent so many nights,
Tryin' to get it all right, oh-oh-oh
I'm sick and tired of waiting,
For someone to see, and start believing in me,
Oh-oh-oh
But i know i'm not out here on my own...





 Sometimes You Can Forget Who You Are ♪ FM Static 


These are my closest friends in the question “Who is Jabes”:
Tine Aka Mentor.Ü

sino si jabes?
jabes is my friend, churchmate and blogmate. :))

         si jabes ay ang pinaka walang kwentang taong nakilala ko, siya yung kaibigan ko na pinaka walang sense! blog sya ng blog pero wala namang kwenta at pakinabang mga binablog niya. hindi siya karapat dapat sa mundong ito! nag-church siya pero maitim ang kanyang budhi! kala mo tahimik pero ganyan talaga yung mga taong may masamang balak tapos bigla ka nalang aatakihin patalikod!
hindi alam ng marami pero tuwing gabi siya ay nag iiba ng anyo, nagiging sirena siya! bago naman mag gabi isa siyang kidnapper! idol din niya si lady gaga at si BARNEY! minsan pag naliligo siya nag coconcert muna, kinakanta at sinasayaw nya lagi yung bad romance at telephone ni lady gaga. lagi iyon sa banyo! ayon lamang po ang ilang
FACTS about kay JABES! thank you

Jabes! Sino ka nga ba??? Di ko siya kilala ehh, pero sa pag-kakaAlam ko MABAIT siya, pero parang MALI yung ALAM ko. :)
Pero siya yung, kakulitan ko madalas sa CHURCH pag wala si CATHY o kea naman kaming TATLO nagkukulitan.. :))
A good FRIEND! trustworthy? hahaha.. di ako sure!! JOKS!!
Dati di ko siya kilala, ngaun kilala ko na! MALAMANG!!!
Sabi nila TAHIMIK lang daw siya DATI, pero nung nakilala ko naman HINDI. (Hala! baka nahawa sakin)
Ako si B1 at siya si B2. diba???
Mentor nya ko! kaso, pa-mentor mentor pa tong nalalaman hindi naman nag-ssbi sakin. (what's the use?)
WORST na kulitan namin eh yun nag-lampaso kami ng sahig sa church gamit ko yung BAG nyang bagong LABA, at gamit nya yung BAG ko na WALANG LABA!! :)))

MAY KANTA KO SAYO!!



JABES is a dinosaur from our imagination
And when he's tall
He's what we call a dinosaur sensation
JABES's friends are big and small
They come from lots of places
After school they meet to play
And sing with happy faces
JABES shows us lots of things
Like how to play pretend
ABC's, and 123's
And how to be a friend
JABES comes to play with us
Whenever we may need him
JABES can be your friend too
If you just make-believe him!






Hannah Joy.Ü
SINO SI JABEZ AQUINO?

siya? uhm.. isang tao.. haha..
mabaet..
kung hindi pipiliting magsalita? hindi magsasalita.. haha
keme lang.,., :)
basta mabaet.. haha.,.,

un lang :)  


Mary Jasmin Aka Eszpren.Ü

si jabes aquino ay isang tahimik na tao pero sa umpisa lng un. kikilalanin ka muna niya bago siya magiingay. adik siya sa computer, makulit din, mabait, pwede na din ang friendly..(haha).,isa pa,adik din siya sa adobe photoshop.. marami ka din namang mtututunan pag naksama mu xa..may kulang pa pla, adik din pala sa galaan..haha..

ayan na..:))


Charlie Aka Bro.Ü


siya yung taong TORPE!!!! hahaha joke lng
ndi si jabes pagkakakilala ku jan mahiyain pero lakas tama din pag tinopak!! ka buddy ko yan sa church nmin hehehe!!
maligalig din, pero minsan sinusumpong din!!
pikon minsan pero ndi nag papahalata weeehh??
galante yan ay 
mali pla!! SOBRANG GALANTE PLA hehehe!!
ano paba?? hmm? siya yung tipong masayahin kapag masaya (ano daw?? hahaha) wala na ako ma say!!! okie na ba to bro?? sabihin mu lng kasi mag hahanda ako nang story nang pagkakakilala natin hahaha!! XD


Jared Shimei Aka Bestest Friend, Derajisoka.Ü

okay, here it is..

jabez is a kind of friend who's always there when you need him especially in times of need, he is kind, trustworthy and someone you can always lean on..

oh, he has a very long patience.. hmm what more can i say?

nah, i ran out of words.. phew~! :p

but he's the bestest friend i could've ever asked for!!!


Hacinth Mhyral Aka besprend.Ü

si JABES ay besprend ku. isang tahimik pero maingay pa ln tao.
mapanakit pero malakas dn manlibre dati.!
haha. active s church dati pero ngaun ewan.
haha. ayan si jabes.
o jebs yan na.

Hazel Mae Aka Trufriend.Ü
c jabez ay isanag taong tahimik, mabait, di nagsasalita, di mo makakusap.
NUNG UNA.
pero ngayon, nananakit na, nananabunot, madaldal, makulit. pero true friend pa din :))


Angelique 
Angelique  2




























Daryl 








Daryl 





























Jethro 











Errol 



Anne 



Anne 2











McLean






























if you want to read VenInoSo De MeSuTo's Description for me... just click the picture. Ü

I thought it only take a week, but neehh.. I spend lots of time waiting for the reply of my message.

I’ll update this post one of this days, Cathy aka Tabs is too lazy to answer the message I sent to her MONTHS ago! Haha! Peace tabs.. alam ko namang di mu nababasa ‘to e. tama nga ba? Ü

Live
Love
Forgive
Never Give Up











iBLoG


I Believe Love and Obey GOD
sebajisoka.052.237.029








"now, i know. how bow. anu daw?"