I'm not gonna cry, no.

so how do i start?
with a song again, or a picture, how about with a quotation?
or with the title itself. CRY!

neh!

at a time i was  talking to her, it was one of the most ear-breaking-moment i ever felt. she just wrapped her arms around me then in a snap, it's gone.
no words came to her mouth as i speak then she just blew me an angry voice wearing her angry face. i feel so down as i looked into her eyes, i can't find anything that can cover the salt-water from my eyes. it seems like i'm a criminal in a guilt of killing millions of Centillion (contains 303 zeros) of living creature.


it was the first time that i felt that way.
i'm in the midsection of the falling out, my mind runs slowly, the RAM just crushed. my chin were down on the table, i'm looking at her to see her reaction.
and i can feel my heart bit through my wrist and shoulder.


i looked around to push my tears in so it won't fall but it's no use.
i stare back at her. and i'm getting lost in the gaze of her eyes.
the clock's minute-hand went round and round. i'm still in the gaze.
she covers up her face with her cute hands. another round for the clock's minute-hand to round. i saw her teeth. she smiled at me and i smell happiness.


my tears were on the cliff of my eyes. the smile prevent if from dropping down.
and there's a new set of tearing tear. i know i can get through this. 

Live

Love

Forgive 

Never Give Up

Falling in the Rhythm of God’s Love

Rockin’ and Believin’ in JESUS

Walking with God

iBLoG

i Believe Love and Obey GOD.

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