We never knew time would fly this fast, it seems like I just fell in love with you. I can still remember vividly the day that you called me "bebs" and it still makes me really really happy. We're still young, thinking of fun and games Until life hits us in the face When expectation rises up left and right It's not going to be easy But there's no other way but to fight I may not be able to keep my promises in the past But keep in mind that my love is real and by His grace, it won't change I just have some issues with my life and I know that you have yours too but as long as we have each other, there's always a reason to stay and be strong. I know that I'm all over the place and I guess what I'm trying to say is that time may run fast as it can but my love for you will stay forever. In the past 4 years, we know that God is here and will always be there for us. I will always be grateful to him for showing us each other. Thank you for staying with me ha. I never thought that someone will love me this much. Thank you kasi di ka nag-sasawa kahit na ang-gulo gulo ko minsan at sobrang pasaway and I'm sorry kasi I'm such a mess, a man with many issues. Thank you for taking care of me and for being hard-working and for being simply beautiful in every way. You never fail to amaze me every time I discover things that I never knew about you. You're such a wonderful human being to the point that I asked God why He gave me you. You're always here in my heart and in my prayers and I hope and pray that as we grow older, our relationship will go deeper and our eyes will witness God's faithfulness in our lives. Let's make Jesus the center of our relationship and may we find ourselves in the center of His will. I love you so much! Happy 17th!
Last week, our office's email was bombarded by announcements. Why? Well. There will be a mini-concert. A local band will visit the office and will serenade us with their hit songs. Ben&Ben I knew some of their songs, Maybe The Night and of course, Kathang Isip but for the sake of singing along, I searched for their other songs and found out that my girlfriend had a favorite song from them. Leaves. I checked their Spotify playlist and listened to their top songs, including Leaves which is a great song, then I was amazed to discover that they are also the ones behind the song, Pagtingin. Then, they played their music, their hit songs, and Christmas song, Bibingka. We sing along with them and it was a moment in our lives.
They were amazing, to be honest. There's something about their vibes and their words that inspire us. They allow us to feel that emotion.
I really feel bad that I just became a fan but I'm so glad that I'm able to meet them in person and watch one of their jams.
And it's been few days now, but their playlist is on repeat. //Araw-Araw //sebajisoka
I'm starting to get hopeless and helpless. I said previously that I wanted to make you happy. That's what I've been doing, but I'm really bad at saving and aiming for that happiness and that goal that we both want. It's undeniable that pressure circulates over me and it pains me that I can't do anything about it. I know myself and I'm not sure how can I overcome things. I tried several things to make changes in my life for a better me. But I can't live up to the expectation, my own expectation. It seems like for every failed attempt to be better, I'm sinking down the ground, looking vulnerable. And seeing people succeed, reaching their goals, getting married, having a family, make me really happy and really sad in sync. I mean, I, beyond any doubt, am happy about their lives and their success but at the same time, how can they do that? Why am I not like that? What are they doing that I'm not doing? Insecurities scattered all over the floor and thoughts of not being enough skyrockets. I hope that you're willing to wait as I pull myself together and figure things out. I hope for more patience and understanding.
Hey! It's me again after a few months. You know, I'm struggling for a while about some things. It's not that big of a struggle, there are people with much bigger problems than mine. Because I thought, I figured it out. I tried pushing myself to do things for my improvement. I stopped eating junk, I consumed less food, less rice and less sweet. I tried to be healthy. I also tried subscribing to premium online tutorial just to boost my knowledge about the stock market. I also make it a habit to read the bible every day. I set goals and put my mindset into a pattern of doing things daily. I even told myself to never stop, that in times that I missed one stuff on my schedule, I just need to go back where I left off instead of trashing it all at once. But after a few weeks of trying, here I am. I went back to eating carelessly, I never set time for my self-study of stocks and from reading the bible every day, I just now listen to it through the app. I got nothing again. I always go back to the things that I'm comfortable at. I'm not into changes and I have no discipline. I always make excuses and I'm hopeless. But in my office, one of our life coaches conducted a seminar about minds and its pattern. I plan of having a one-on-one session with him so I could help myself. While waiting for it. I'll try to push myself again for those changes. //Calibration //sebajisoka
Hey! Can I ask you 1 thing, How could I survive without your love? I'm a mess. I'm a wreck. I even thought that no one can love me besides God and my family, but there you are, still looking at me like I'm freaking Tony Stark. Maybe, all I wanted to say is that I appreciate everything that you did for me. For accepting me for who I am and for taking care of me even though I'm stubborn and irresponsible. I still think that you're out of my league and that I don't deserve you. I don't know how that makes you feel, but it's the truth. I wanted to make you happy always because your happiness is my happiness, and I wanted to say sorry for the times that I don't do the things that make you happy. I'm sorry for the empty moments that don't look magical, for the times that I'm unsure of things, and when I do stupid things.
Thank you for staying and bearing life with me for almost 4 years. I could say that "I could not ask for more" but I really wanted more. I want more time with you, I want to be with you always and for the rest of my life. I want to provide for our needs and even wants. You're the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Final answer.
Color Run Manila
1 week before the event, we signed up and it was exciting for me. And nerve-wracking as I've never done 10k fun run before, and this is my first time in few years. No practice or anything.
We've got our shirt and we started to run.
It was so early when both my feet felt uneasiness. We haven't reached 1 KM and I felt like I can't walk another 1KM. Good thing, my girlfriend and my little brothers, who frequently jog and join fun runs, managed to wait for me. But of course, I understand how it feels to always wait for someone - I wanted them to enjoy. So, I asked my brothers to run ahead of us and we'll try to catch up.
My girlfriend stayed with me as we're not both runners and I know that she'll never leave me even if I tell her so. While in pain and in fun because of those colors, we talked about life and all - we managed to create a plan in order to finish the run.
We, then, finished the run and claimed our medals then, the party begun.
It was fun. I enjoyed every pain, water station and every bit of it. But most of all, I enjoyed the life talks, I enjoyed planning our lives, even though I know that God has a better plan and our plans might not be the best plan. I enjoyed it all. It just give me inspiration and it fuels my heart.
22 Movies 11 years 1 conclusion for the MCU's Infinity Saga. It has become the most loved franchise and the box office backs this up. They amazed us with those CGIs, made us laugh with those jokes in between battles scenes and they let us fall in love with our heroes (Even villain) I've been following the Avengers for awhile now. Maybe, I'm not that of a hardcore fan, but I watched most of their movies. I jumped into the hype in the phase of Infinity war. I've watched all the possible theories since then, mixed it all up to produce my own theory, now we had the End Game that Doctor Strange told us. It's also the end to an era. We don't have the genius, billionaire, playboy philanthropist anymore, our Captain became old-man cap, we lost our Russian Spy, Black Widow. We will never see them together again. (Unless you know, Flashbacks? Multiverse? Who knows, it's a comic book movie) If you ask me, it satisfies the hype. It brought us tears from the jokes and tears from the pain. As a fan, it was satisfying. It's worth the wait. The movie was beautifully crafted and it's a wonderful conclusion for this era. It gave us an ultimate flashback that represents what our heroes had been through and what we've been through. It all adds up to the overall emotion for the movie.
I never appreciate Hawkeye that much until this movie, motivated by the events of what happened. He lost his family and became hungry to bring them back. Black Widow's sacrifice is one of the saddest part of the movie, what she did was of pure love for what she considered as family.
Hulk is very underrated, he struggled with his persona but now he has become the smart Hulk or the Professor Hulk - He was the one who managed to snap to bring everyone back.
Thor might be a laughing stock but his character is an close-to-accurate picture of a person with depression. He's been through a lot. he lost his family, his kingdom and the chance to prevent Thanos from wiping half the universe. He's thirsty for revenge, they all did.
Iron Man is the ultimate sacrifice and the ultimate source of tears. The final piece of the puzzle. The reason why they won. Thank you, Mr. Stark.
Captain America is the MVP for this movie - He's more than the Super Soldier Serum. He has a very high moral standard and is willing to do whatever it takes to lead and win the battle. He yields and he is worthy. The overall battle scene was epic - what a great film. Thanks for everything!
